'UGHH! Shit, it's getting worse'! I now can't even blink my eyes; my whole body feels so numb and weak, and without thinking, I start to use Qi breathing fast! I pull all of the Qi inside my body and push it around my whole body, making sure it covers all of my body parts and even my brain...
And the second I push and pull the Qi in my body near my brain! I felt like I got hit in the head with a hammer again and again, but the more Qi I push into my brain, the more I can move my body, and also the burning feeling in my head also got weaker, so without thinking any more, I keep pushing all of the Qi I have in my body inside my brain!
And I only have Qi left to use Qi breathing, which I was already doing, but that's not the problem right now... When I blink, I find myself in red water. I stood up fast and realized I was inside a red sea of what seemed like blood and bones, and when I looked up, I saw something that just looked hot. My eyes almost feel like they burned off. My mind could not understand what I was looking at, and then...
I wake up on the ground where I was before... and I heard a few whispers in my ears ... "Ha ha ha.
Vaa vaa vaa ppa vaa... Na na nana na naa... Na na... and then a long whistling noise, which was the only pleasant thing about the whispers...
My body was numb. My mind was still ringing from the whispers; I was almost out of Qi, and I saw something in what felt like a dream. Whatever I saw, I could not even understand... Ugh, at least for now, the burning feeling in my head is gone. Not only that, I have realized something...
I looked at the grass under the tree, and I slowly walked near it and sat down on the ground next to it, and I grabbed it with my hand and pulled it out hard, and with the grass there came a seed-looking thing, which was big, linked to the grass...
'I don't know how, but now I understand what this grass is... it's called Venus Grass. I don't know how, but after whatever happened to me, I understand what this grass is now, and I am pretty sure this was the reason I am still alive and thinking... not a mind-controlled puppet yet...
(Venus Grass) = Has many uses, but many are Qi gathering. This grass has Qi-attracting effects, making anyone who is around this grass attract Qi faster, but this effect could be made even better by digesting the Venus Grass and keeping it inside one's body overe. The user's body normally would start to attract Qi faster...
If this is the Venus Grass, then everything makes sense. Whatever was slowly trying to mind-control me made sure I didn't speak to others, and if others did try to speak with me, we ended up fighting, and then I wouldn't be able to tell if anything was wrong with my actions, nor would the other people around me could tell because I don't speak at all... I barely spoke to Aku and Wang, and I did not even speak to my family in this world...
But where whatever it was trying to mind control me failed is that when I was alone, all I did was train and learn about Qi, and when I had a little bit of confidence, I smugly walked back here to check if I had left something here or clues for how I woke up in this body... thankful I saw this (Venus Grass) and sat next to it while training, or I would have never noticed the weird things I was doing with the help of Venus Grass attracting more Qi to my body and even my brain. I realized something was wrong, and well...
I started to use Qi breathing to slow and calm my body and thoughts down and then pushed all my Qi to my brain, and well, after that, I saw that weird dream... No, it was not a dream; more like whatever wanted to get me had its eyes on me... But whatever it was, after looking at it... it seems I have some more knowledge...
But it seems all dusty, like a phone that has not been used in years. It's going to start slow when it's first on; that's how the knowledge I got feels slow and old... and also one more little thing: whatever that was trying to mind-control me made me feel like this world was normal, made me not notice the 2 moons in the sky, and made me act very weirdly, almost stopping me from looking for info about this world...
When I first did not find anything on history in the study hall, I did not even ask the librarian if there were any books about history... I just assumed that history was not a thing yet... fuck me...
This world is scarier than I thought. Not only that, the whispers and the weird whistling... I can still hear it in my eyes; it feels so dark. evil? Whatever it is, I don't like it...
I shake my head as I think about everything I have done ever since I came to this world... ah, ok, it's fine; whatever it was, it's not here anymore. I am safe for now, and also, I need to get stronger fast! I did not know what the hell that was, but it seems that others already know about me...
And they are after me...