Alexia, That's the women sitting next to me.
And i... Like her, Alot...
It's been 2 Months since we have been seat mates, and for the last 2 Months I've liked her.
She's the most popular women, Not just in my class but the entire Highschool.
and, that's whom i... a very average man with no redeeming qualities likes.
"What cha up to over there?"
"Hmm, Nothing much just going through source material."
"Hmm, i see... Carry on, I won't disturb you."
"Appreciate it."
She smiled at me, Probably because i was being considerate and started studying again.
And, That's how our conversation ended.
Yaa, in the past 2 months... she hasn't opened up to me at all.
I feel like I'm pissing her off every time i talk to her.
Though, she's not a loner... She's got a beautiful friend.
Actually she's got 2 very beautiful friends and 2 handsome male friends, the remaining were normal.
I on the other hand?
These guys are my friends.
"What did you do last night? Didn't even pick up my call."
"Who the fuck calls at 12:30 at midnight dumbass? I'd be sleeping than."
One has glasses and Looks average with a height of around 5'7 and the other.
We'll he doesn't seem to care about anything but himself.
"Yoo Alec, You coming to the cafateria?"
"... Yup, Gimmi a minute."
I took a quick glance at her as i left for the cafateria.
...
She's indeed beautiful... She's more beautiful than any women I've ever seen before.
black hair, which is neither too short not long enough to be called long.
She pulled it off.
She was no doubt a beauty that probably came from heaven or something.
"She's still just as beautiful isn't she."
Yaa she sure is.
Ofcourse, He wasn't talking about Alexia, This glasses guy... Has a crush on the blonde haired women
Who's a friend of Alexia.
We sure are hopeless... With looks as below average as us... We really have the audacity to like people like them.
I wonder how both of them would react if they knew we liked them.
*Creak*
Aah...
The door to the cafateria opened, and Alexia and her merry friends entered.
"Alexia, I'm so hungry right now... I could seriously eat you."
"Shut up Alie, If people heard you they'd get the wrong meaning."
The blonde girl was clinging onto her as they all walked together to the cafateria's Serving space.
Next to her... was... A handsome man, A very handsome one actually.
Presumed to be one of the most handsome Men in the acadeny and the most handsome man among 1st years.
His name... was Max.
He had blondish black hair.
He was handsome, and he was very close to her.
Unlike me... Who's neither of the above.
People already think they are probably dating by now.
But, the reality is... She's kept his confession on hold.
Yes, he's confessed to her and she's thinking about it.
So, you can probably see them being awkward around each other.
Based on his appearence he does seem very kind aswell.
The only quality I probably have is being kind...
"Hey, gimmi a response already... It's been over a week you know..."
So, he's finally talking about the confession is he?
What are you gonna do?
"Ooh... Yaa, I forgot about that... I'm... Sorry, I can't go out... With you."
Why... Did she seems so hesitant?
Why was she looking at... Alie when rejecting him?
"Told you... She was gonna reject you."
"I... See..."
"How about it? I'll date you instead of her hmm?"
"W.. wha?"
For a second I looked at the glasses friend Thomas.
He... Seemed quite dejected.
All he could do was smile as he knew his place.
Unlike me... Who, felt angry at her hesitation.
...
You probably wanna know... When I'll confess to her.
Or if I'll ever do it or not.
Well... I'll give you a live example right now.
See, she's back from the cafeteria.
I didn't say anything at all.
She came and sat on her seat.
"Hey-"
"Shut up."
Haa... Get it?
Confessing to her? I feel like she doesn't even want to be near me right now.
You probably think bring seat mates with the most beautiful women in the entire school is something great right?
It is... It's the best thing in the world honesty. But, what if... She hated you? What if she never respnds to you?
What if sometimes she snaps at you?
She apologizes afterwords but that still persists.
Until finally she snaps again.
"I...m sorry."
Haa... Being seatmates with your crush and the most beautiful women in the academy isn't always great.
Because, When you are a semi side character or what if call it a worthless character.
Than... Sorry is all you get.
2 months of this persisted.
She's told me to shut up atleast 10 times.
I've tried talking to her so many times, there was nothing left.
He's probably the same.
He... Tried to put in a lot of effort but in the. End was rejected.
He couldn't even give the letter to her... Because she didn't take letters from 'Srraangers'
Since than he's been obcessing over being friends with her.
But as expected it never worked out..
I'm kinda the same. She snaps at me over and over again says a sorry than does it again.
But... I'm sure, that we'll no longer sit together because it's time to change seating arrangements.
Every 2 Months they change seating arrangements and the moment our seat changes...
It's been the end of my stupidity.
I know... More than anyone, I know my place.
That's why... Even though I know that we'll be changing seats and that'll be the end of it all
Yet, I didn't tell her.
Why? I... Don't feel like I even deserve to walk next to Alexia much less tell her how I feel.
I don't take pride in being humiliated.
I like her and that's all.
"Alright kids... It's 0 period so get your things ready since we are going to change seats today."
And so, the seetings changed.