Relieved that's how I felt when i took all those pills at once and then I fell into darkness reminiscent of why it had come down to taking my life.
I was a 6'2 200 pound beast who peaked in high school and slowly going broke having to go through all those surgery and treatments it was all to much for my minimum wage income could afford.
I had the worst of the worst diseases and that was cancer I had lost the hair I admired so much and I was becoming a skinny guy and the once tannned skin i once had was replaced by a new white as show skin so when it had came down to it I chose to kill myself.
So now in my dingy apartment i was laying on my bed barely holding onto the pill bottle fading in and out of consciousness I I just looked up and closed my eyes and then I opened my eyes realizing I wasn't dead but I was drifting in a darkness and I wondered to myself "was this limbo" I thought this because of the fact I couldn't move my arms or legs so I was in this darkness for what felt like an eternity.
But then I saw it a light a light like a dimly lit candle so I tried pushing my self to it but to no avail but then I felt as if a hand was bring me closer to the light and then I saw it a pretty lady with auburn hair and nice pretty brown eyes with a mole on the right side of her mouth she was nothing short of stunning but she had a maid outfit and then I looked around and I saw a man with dirty blond hair and hazel eyes and a charming sensation around him and then another lady and she was more charming then the maid lady with her white hair and light brown eyes she was nothing short of breath taking.
But then I heard them speaking in a language I wasn't familiar with and another thing I realized is how is this maid lady picking up a 6'2 150 pound man with no effort at all so when I tried to talk all I heard was "aouh ohah" and that's when I looked at myself and realized I was a newborn baby.