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Chapter 11 - A Life Divided

Arjun's days were a constant, exhausting tightrope walk. At the office, he was still 'Arjun,' the quiet analyst, hunched over spreadsheets, responding to emails with practiced, bland efficiency. But beneath that mundane facade, a storm raged. The horrors of the Dark Web, the strategic chess match against global threats, and the immense satisfaction of unseen victories consumed him. His desk job felt increasingly like a flimsy costume, a necessary deception to protect his true, perilous existence.

His physical appearance began to betray him. The dark circles under his eyes deepened, a permanent shadow reflecting his nightly vigil. He'd lost a noticeable amount of weight, the lean muscle giving way to a gauntness that worried his parents, though he dismissed their concerns with vague excuses about "stress at work" or "eating less junk."

His friends, a small circle from his college days, were the first to truly notice the shift. They were a lively bunch – Rohan, the boisterous sales rep; Priya, the pragmatic software engineer; and Sameer, the laid-back café owner. They'd always met up for chai, weekend cricket matches, or late-night gaming sessions. But Arjun's attendance had dwindled to almost nothing.

One evening, his phone buzzed relentlessly. It was a group call from Rohan, Priya, and Sameer. He almost ignored it, engrossed in tracking a suspicious data surge that hinted at a new ransomware variant. But the call kept ringing, a persistent reminder of the normal life he was rapidly outgrowing. He finally answered, forcing a tired smile into his voice.

"Arjun! There you are, you ghost!" Rohan's booming voice instantly filled the silence. "Dude, where have you been? We haven't seen you in weeks! You vanished!"

Priya's calmer, but equally concerned, voice followed. "Yeah, Arjun. Are you okay? You haven't replied to any messages, and you missed Sameer's birthday bash. That's not like you."

Arjun rubbed his temples, feeling the familiar throb of a brewing headache. "Hey, guys. Yeah, I'm... I'm good. Just buried under a lot of work, you know? Big project came up at the office." He hated the lie, but what could he say? 'Oh, I've been busy fighting global cybercrime and deleting child torture videos from the internet, can't make it to pub night?'

"Work, schmerk," Sameer chirped, a hint of genuine worry in his usual relaxed tone. "You look like you haven't slept in a month, man. What's going on? Is everything alright at home? You can talk to us, you know."

The concern in their voices was genuine, a painful contrast to the isolated reality he now inhabited. He longed to tell them, to share the crushing weight of his discoveries, the terrifying exhilaration of his hidden war. But he couldn't. The secret was too immense, too dangerous, not just for him, but for anyone close to him.

"Really, I'm fine," Arjun insisted, trying to sound more convincing. "Just a rough patch. Promise. Look, I really gotta run, I'm literally just about to log back on for something urgent. Let's plan something next week, okay? My treat. I'll call you."

He quickly hung up before they could press him further, a pang of guilt sharp in his chest. He was pushing them away, isolating himself further. But what choice did he have? His old life, his old friends, felt like they belonged to a different person, a simpler time before the internet had revealed its terrifying underbelly, and before he had become the silent guardian of its darkest secrets. The gap between his two lives was widening into an unbridgeable chasm.

A Family's Growing Concern

Arjun's digital war wasn't just eroding his friendships; it was slowly, painfully, alienating him from the very heart of his world: his family. His close-knit family, living just a few blocks away in Jaipur, had always been his anchor. Weekly dinners at his parents' home, Sunday visits to his grandparents, and playful banter with his younger sister, Kavya, and even younger brother, Nikhil – these were the bedrock of his routine.

Now, those visits grew shorter, less frequent. He'd arrive, exhausted, his mind still buzzing with encrypted data streams or the chilling details of a dark web forum. He'd offer curt, vague answers to their worried questions, his eyes constantly scanning for the next mental alert, his phone an almost physical tether to his secret life.

His mother, Shobha, with her keen, intuitive understanding, was the first to sense the depth of his change. "Arjun, beta," she'd say, her hand gently touching his forehead, "You look so tired. Is everything alright? You're barely eating, and you're so quiet." She'd try to tempt him with his favorite aloo parathas, but he'd pick at them, his appetite long since dulled by the constant hum of global threats. The worry in her eyes was a dull ache in his chest.

His father, Rajesh, a practical man who'd built a modest but successful business, tried a more direct approach. "Son, if there's a problem at work, or... anything else, you can tell us. We're your family. We'll help." He'd seen Arjun through tough times before, but this was different. There was a guardedness in Arjun's eyes now that Rajesh couldn't penetrate.

His grandparents, Dadi (grandma) and Dada (grandpa), usually a source of comforting stories and unconditional love, found their attempts to engage him met with polite but distant responses. Dadi, with her soft wrinkles and wise eyes, would often gaze at him with a look of deep concern, sensing a profound sadness. "My boy," Dada would sometimes say, his voice raspy, "You carry a heavy weight. Share it, before it breaks you." But Arjun would just force a smile, dismiss their worries, and find an excuse to leave early. He couldn't burden them with the terrifying truths he now carried.

Kavya, his sister, was perhaps the most hurt. They'd always shared silly jokes and secrets. Now, her attempts to reconnect were met with distraction. "Arjun bhai, you never have time anymore," she'd complain, her voice laced with disappointment. "What's more important than family? Come play some carrom with Nikhil and me."

And Nikhil, his little brother, who idolized Arjun, slowly stopped asking him to play. He'd just watch silently as Arjun hurried off, a confused hurt in his young eyes.

Arjun saw the pain he was causing, the widening chasm between his two lives. He was pushing them away, not out of malice, but out of a desperate need to protect them from the darkness he now inhabited. How could he explain that while they worried about his job, he was secretly fighting against forces that trafficked children or sought to plunge entire regions into chaos? He was a silent sentinel, alone in his war, and the price of that solitude was the gradual estrangement from the people he loved most. The knowledge that he was keeping them safe, albeit unknowingly, was his only meager comfort.

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