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Chapter 6 - Chapter 6 — “A Life I Never Lived”

I walked out of the company building, but the laughter still echoed behind me — it rang like a cruel reminder of what I never saw, what I never understood. I kept walking, no destination in mind. Maybe I should go to the hospital. Or maybe… maybe I should go home.

The streets were quiet now, yet filled with people I never really noticed before. Couples walking hand-in-hand, children laughing, families together. That's when I saw them — a man, his wife, and their child. Smiling, warm, close.

They looked… complete.

I stopped and stared. It hit me harder than I expected. That life — I never lived it. I was too busy working, too obsessed with perfection, too proud. I always thought love came from success. I thought if I provided enough, everything else would follow.

But watching them, I knew I was wrong.

Could I change? Could I be someone better? I didn't need to ask. I knew the answer.

Yes.

I wanted to go home. Not just to a house. To them. To Emily and Mark. I wanted to show them that I wasn't the man they feared. That I could be someone they could trust — someone who could offer more than money and rules. Someone they could love.

So I kept walking. David stayed beside me, silent, like he understood the weight of every step I took.

We walked until midnight.

Finally, I reached the mansion.

Music drifted faintly from inside. At first, I thought I was imagining it. Maybe a trick of memory. But the closer I got, the louder it became.

I stepped through the front door.

My legs moved on their own.

I didn't know what I was expecting, but I had only one thing in my heart.

"I'm sorry."

The words I never said. The ones I always buried under pride.

Nana was sleeping on the couch, still, peaceful. I didn't speak this time. Just a gentle glance, then kept walking toward the backyard, where the music grew louder.

And then I saw them.

Emily. Mark. The maids.

Laughing.

Dancing.

Drinking.

They were stomping on a photo — my photo. Music played like a celebration. It wasn't mourning. It wasn't grief.

It was joy.

A voice cut through the sound:

"To freedom!"

More laughter. More clinking glasses. Even Mark laughed — my own son.

I stood frozen, breathless.

The people I loved most… celebrating my death.

I didn't move. I couldn't.

Inside, something cracked.

"Am I really that worthless to them?" I whispered to myself.

"Was I just a bank account to them? A burden they tolerated? A shadow they wanted gone?"

What was I?

What am I?

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