It was just a year ago that I started publishing anonymous posts online on "blzerogging"
and then I fell in love with it
it was all I thought about day to night
countless times I have gotten up in the middle of the night because of a new idea,countless times I have published a post half asleep
I just fell in love with doing it
I had tons of new ideas and new requests
I liked reading my blog posts comments till midnight and replying to every single one of them
I enjoyed writing posts till my fingers were sore
First time I was publishing the post my finger was shaking
I was so nervous that I couldn't sleep whole night,I kept thinking about next post I should have published next
I remember it was May 7,2014
that night,I got into bed late,and got up one hour later to publish next post
I was so excited yet so nervous
but now,I just like the feeling of posting new blogpost
but,now I have 100k subscribers,who enjoy my daily shaningians.
I feel like reconnecting with my self whenever I publish new post
I can name few times I posted three or more posts in row
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Ugh----
Two things I hate on monday morning
1.My brother's voice
2.My alarm's sound
Like
LET. ME. SLEEP.
!!!
DID I JUST FEEL A
WATER IN MY SHIRT?!!!?
-OH MY GOD JASON COUNT YOUR SECONDS TO LEAVE
I quickly shot up from bed and wore my slippers
I ran after the guy who had just poured freezing cold water in my bed,STRAIGHT ON ME!
Jason is my twenty three years old unemployed brother
We hate each other
And we would burn the world down fir each other
but right now,I prefer to burn him down instead!
Jason is the one who cooks in house
He is always cooking something,and by always I mean 20/7 !
He is holding a pink small pan in one hand and big empty glass in another
Well,he was before I ran after him
he quickly put the glass on desk in my room and ran out laughing like a toddler
Well,sometimes I don't see the difference,only,he cooks better than any toddler would.
I had almost caught him in living room when he was planning to ran outside,when we both stopped in our feet and froze
John,our older brother,who's the criminal in house
I,or we could very much see that he was annoyed and mad
It was better to avoid him when he's mad
he glanced at both of us once,looked at me up and down
-Change fast,we are going to be late
He walked past us and put the grocery bags on the big,tall,brown table in the corner of room
I used this time to place my hand on top of Jason's head
I grabbed his hair as he folded below my shoulder
-I swear if you do that one more time!
-Okey okey I won't,just let me go stupid Rickie Rock!
-What did you call me? Huh?!Repeat that!!
-Stupid Rickie Rock
I bonked him in the head
we fought for good three minutes
Until John's yell stopped us
-Enough!
We both froze
and before John fully turned around to look at us I ran to my room Leaving Jason to fire
He flipped me off
I stuck my tongue out at him and waved mockingly
-Bye bye brat!