I had never, not once forgotten the warmth you had given me. The warmth I had felt from you.
Is that why? Is that why I am here once again?
On this cold night, right in front of where you lay.
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I feel cold.
I feel so cold.
Nothing can replace the warmth you had given me.
Even in my jacket, I feel so cold. Even when I am at home, I feel so cold. Even when I am surrounded by friends, I feel so cold.
Why were your mittens so warm? Why was the jacket we once shared so warm, and why had it lost its warmth? Why was your smile so warm? Why was your touch so warm?
Why is it, that even when I took my jacket off to give it to you, I was still so warm?
Why is it, that even when it was freezing, just your hug alone was enough?
Why were you so warm?
Why... Why do I feel so cold?
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I remember how you used to smile. I remember all the happy times we had. I remember every little thing about you.
I loved you. I loved you so so much. You loved me too. You loved me a lot too.
We both needed each other's warmth. At our coldest days together, we always kept each other warm.
So why... why did you have to leave me in this cold world all alone?
I can not bear it. I can not live without my warmth.
In the coldest world. In the coldest place. At the coldest time. I wish to experience your warmth just one more time.
I will do whatever it takes to fulfil that wish.
Even if I must offer up my coat to you again. Even if I must hug you again.
As long as I can...
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Ah, I feel so warm.