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Ashes and Steam

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Dear Readers, Welcome to the beginning of Ashes of the Fog, a quiet but powerful journey through grief, survival, and the slow return of hope. In this first chapter, you’ll meet Elena Wren—a woman whose life has been marked by devastating loss. Her story begins in the gray, unchanging routine of a factory town, where every day feels the same and the past clings to her like the ever-present fog. But this is not where her story ends. This book is about what comes after unbearable pain. It’s about the quiet strength it takes to keep going, to leave behind what no longer serves life, and to open the heart again—even if it feels impossible. As you read, you’ll walk beside Elena through sorrow, silence, and eventually toward healing. I hope her story moves you, as it moved me while writing it. If you’ve ever felt broken, tired, or alone, I hope you’ll find something in her journey that feels true to you. Thank you for being here. I’m honored to share this world with you. —With warmth, DionidaRachel
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Chapter 1 - A Moment Lost

The clang of the factory bell rang through the air, signaling the start of another long day. The streets of the town were cloaked in a thick, gray fog, the kind that never quite cleared, clinging to the damp air like a constant reminder of the coal that fed the steam engines. Elena Wren stood at the threshold of her small, weather-beaten cottage, a place that had once held laughter but now only felt heavy with silence. Her hands, raw from days spent scrubbing laundry or sorting scraps in the factory, reached for the doorframe, her only connection to the world outside.

The children's laughter was a ghost that lingered in the corners of the room, a distant echo of a life lost. Elena closed her eyes for a moment, the weight of the past pressing on her chest. Her brown dress—once neat and fitting, now tattered and faded—clung to her frame as if it, too, carried the memory of better days.

Elena closed her eyes, her eyelids heavy with exhaustion. The sounds of the town—the clattering of distant factory machines, the endless hiss of steam—seemed to fade as a thick, oppressive silence pressed in around her. Her breath slowed, and the fog in her mind deepened, pulling her back into memories she could scarcely bear to visit.

She saw him then—Thomas, her husband—though it was a fleeting vision, blurred like the fog that had swallowed the world that day. He'd been a bright, laughing man once, before the weight of life became too much for him. They were happy for such a short time, her heart still clung to those moments. She could still feel his warmth, his hand brushing against hers, the promise of a future they both believed in. But that happiness had faded fast, as all things did. His smile had turned into a grimace, his laughter lost beneath the haze of liquor and disappointment. He was gone long before the children had grown.

She never knew where he went or what happened to him, only that one evening he left, and never came back. A note, a whisper in the wind, and she was alone.

Alone, pregnant with his child. Alone, with no way to understand how life could go on without him. Elena could still feel the weight of those early days, carrying his child beneath her heart, the world growing darker with every step she took. She had to survive, though, for the two lives inside her.

And then, the day arrived. Two children, twins, tiny hands grasping at the world. They grew faster than she could keep up with, their laughter ringing through the small house, filling every corner with their innocence. They learned to walk, their unsteady steps echoing like music through her tired bones. The days were hard, but she found joy in their small triumphs, in the bright futures she imagined for them, in the warmth of their little hands.

But that was before everything shattered.

It had been a late day at the factory. The clock had dragged on and on, and the usual fatigue had settled in her bones, deep and unyielding. She'd hurried down the street, desperate to get home, to hold them, to feel their soft bodies against hers. And then, she saw them.

The boys. Her boys.

They were there, in the distance, on the train tracks, playing as if the world couldn't touch them. The sound of the train's whistle sliced through the fog, a distant scream that sent a jolt of panic through her chest. Her heart stopped.

"Boys!" she screamed, her voice cracking as she stumbled forward. But they didn't hear her. They were laughing, their small figures lost in the fog, unaware of the danger speeding toward them. Elena's feet barely touched the ground as she ran, as though her legs could defy time itself. But it wasn't fast enough. The train was coming, its black body cutting through the mist with terrifying speed.

She watched, her breath caught in her throat, as the train loomed closer, impossibly fast. She tried to scream, to run faster, but the world had become a blur of sound and terror. And then... they were gone.

The whistle of the train echoed in her ears, deafening, endless. Elena stood frozen, the horror of that moment searing into her chest like a branding iron. The coldness crept in slowly, and the pain—sharp and unbearable—began to settle deep into her bones. Her heart broke in a thousand pieces, and yet, even in her grief, it felt like the world had numbed her, turning her emotions into a dull ache.

And for days, weeks... it all felt muted. The vibrant love she'd once felt for her children had turned to shadows, whispers, fragments of memories too painful to relive. Every morning, every hour, Elena woke up to the heavy weight of silence, the absence of those who had once filled her life with light. She had nothing left but the remnants of them—their small clothes, their toys, their laughter that echoed in the back of her mind.

The pain never fully left. But it became easier to hide, easier to ignore, easier to fade into the same gray fog that surrounded her world.

The sound of the work whistle pierced through the fog, sharp and commanding, snapping Elena back to the present. It was the same sound that had marked the start of every long, grueling day since the boys had gone, a reminder that the world moved on, indifferent to the pain of those caught in its relentless churn. She opened her eyes, the lingering weight of the past slowly lifting as her breath steadied, though the ache in her chest remained.

She stood in the doorway for a moment longer, her hands still resting on the frame, feeling the cool wood beneath her fingers. The town was still there, unchanged, waiting. The fog lingered like a heavy blanket, muffling the world outside, but the machines in the distance had begun their steady hum, calling her to work once more.

The cottage, with its cracked windows and fading walls, seemed to close in around her. The ghosts of her children's laughter, their small hands and their bright eyes, flickered in the corners of her mind. But they, like the warmth of her lost happiness, were fading—becoming distant, unreachable.

Get up. The thought was a quiet whisper, but it held weight. She could feel the hunger in her stomach, the demand for bread and water, for warmth. The house was cold, and the hearth barely held a flame these days. She couldn't afford the luxury of remembering. Not now. There was work to be done.

With a slow, deliberate motion, Elena turned away from the door. The moment of peace she had found in her memories was gone, drowned beneath the need for survival. She shuffled across the worn floorboards, her bare feet making little sound against the wood, the faintest echo of her own weariness.

The faded brown dress clung to her body as she reached for her coat—a thin thing, patched and threadbare—but it was all she had. The fabric felt heavy against her skin, as if the weight of her grief and struggle had soaked into the very fibers. But she didn't have time to dwell. Not anymore.

As she stepped outside into the damp, chilly air, the familiar hum of the town greeted her—an industrial cacophony that she had grown used to, the steam engines churning in the distance, the clanking of metal and the endless rhythm of the factory machines. The world was changing, but it didn't care about her pain, her loss. It simply moved forward.

Elena pulled her coat tight around her and began walking toward the factory, the fog swallowing her steps as she disappeared into the mist. The morning was cold, but the harshness of it seemed to match the rawness inside her. The train tracks, where everything had ended, lay a few streets over, but she avoided them now. She didn't need to see them. Not anymore.