Why
Is the only thing he can think of as he watch a young woman, typing words in her computer.
He can read it clearly even when he's not close to the young woman.
'Ivan died after being pushed by Ellia, falling to a train rail and was hit by the train. His body is destroyed to pieces-"
He can read it clearly.
He can only stand there, shocked and confused, as he watch the young woman that he believes a writer, write his end so easily like cutting a apple.
What did I do wrong
He don't know anymore. The more he try to think, the more he become confused.
So my life is a book?
The conclusion he got, but not why he need to die in the story.
It's already pitiful for him to not understand human's feeling. It's already hard enough to be treated like a monster by his own family. It's already hard enough to go through in life with people treat him like a unfeeling robot. It's hard enough trying to be normal.
Turns out I was supposed to be like this? a unfeeling non-human being?
The world turns upside down as that was the last thought he have in his mind.