I had a dream.... I was waking in endless darkness I looked around but found nothing but eyes but they were not normal human eyes they felt inhuman what's funny is I was laughing but I didn't know why I was laughing and I didn't know where I was. That dream made me feel joy.... at least I think it's what they call joy.
I saw a gold light and some steps it looked like it was covered in a golden cloud. I walked up the stairs and the inhuman eyes beings things followed me up they were saying something but I couldn't hear them. After awhile I saw some gates and the inhuman being broke though the gates.... then I wake up.
I wake in a small house... no a hut and it was on fire... I forgot I was trying to kill myself with some 25 year old lady who I seduced. I got up then I said to myself I'm so sick of this my live I mean. It's not the first time I've done this but this time I tried it with some lady(I forgot her name)
I walked out of the hut and found I was on a boat house thing but I can't remember what its called because of all the drags I took to go through with this.
I jumped into the water and swam to land and walked 5 miles home. When I got home I unlock the door and walked in I was about to go to bed but something felt off I was standing in the living room when I remember there a photo in the living room of me and my adopted mother and it was on it's face it was not like that before I leave I think they're still in here I don't know who they are and what they want but I hear one of them no 2 or 3 of them breathing I think they're scared of what I wonder.
I walked to the kitchen ( acting calm and as if nothings was wrong) I heard 3 people coming out of my room so they were looking for me I grabbed a knife off the kitchen table to let them know I know they are there so they will attack me.
I moved out the way of the first attack and sided kicked the first guy(they had white colt like clothing on) the second one tried to hit my with a punch I blocked it and grabbed his arm and flip him over then I broke his arm then I turned around and kick the third guy in the leg and broke it to and killed him by using the knife but the second guy hit my and knocked me out.
Will this is something.... but what's funny is I was never worried or scared in that moment if I died I meant be happy for the first time but I don't know if that's possible for me to feel happy....my name is Violet like the flower I'm 12 years old I have blonde hair and blue eyes I was born in Germany at least that's what they told me....I have amnesia I don't remember anything before a couple months ago I don't know who my old mom or dad was I don't remember anything from my old live.
I was adopted by a couple named Rose and Robert they gave me a home and a name but I don't care for them at all.(that's kinda of a lie)
I wake up again and I saw all three men in white colt clothing in front of me and they were fine all the injuries I gave them are gone....then I realized I was crucified on a cross where did this come from what the hell is happening.