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Shameless: Alex Gallagher

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Chapter 1 - SHAMELESS

Before he was Alexander Bracamonte-Gallagher, he was just Alex. Alex Cruz, the quiet boy with the solemn eyes and restless fingers that could coax a melody from almost anything—a cello, a cracked piano, even the metal frame of his twin bed.

Alex was handsome, though he never paid much attention to that. His hair was golden, thick, and often slightly tousled from running or practice. His eyes, a deep emerald green, held the weight of more years than he'd lived. His skin was fair, smooth with youth but drawn tight in solemn expressions that rarely broke into a smile. Most people who looked at him didn't notice the looks—they noticed the silence.

He lived with his mother, Elena Cruz, in a cramped but clean one-bedroom apartment on the North Side of Chicago. It wasn't much—one sagging couch, flickering lights, and a water heater that coughed more than it worked—but it was home. Elena was a nurse. Nights, weekends, holidays—she worked them all, pulling double and triple shifts to keep their lives stitched together. She might not always be on his side for parents meeting at school or important events and competition, he knows that she will always come home to him.

From the beginning, he was different. When other kids reached for trucks and toys, Alex reached for books, instruments, or tools. He learned to read before most kids could write their names. By age four, he had a fascination with anatomy thanks to the flashcards Elena used for her own nursing certification. She laughed when she caught him organizing them by organ system and whispering Latin terms like lullabies.

When Alex was five, his world felt safe. It wasn't flashy, but it was whole. Elena found a broken cello at a garage sale and traded two shifts to a coworker for it. The strings were frayed, the bridge chipped. But Alex took to it like it had always belonged to him. Every evening, he practiced with the kind of focus that made the neighbors stop and listen through the walls. Elena scraped together enough to get the bow re-haired and the strings replaced.

"He's a genius," one of her coworkers said when they heard him play.

"He's just got a lot to say," Elena replied, ruffling his hair.

In those early years, Alex's world was filled with small joys. Popsicles in the summer, cartoon marathons in winter. Blanket forts. Handwritten notes in his lunch box. A birthday cake with candles each year—even if it was just a store-bought cupcake with a match stuck in the middle. Elena never missed a moment that mattered.

But shadows tend to creep in slowly, like water under a door.

Elena started forgetting things. At first, it was minor—where she placed her keys, or whether she left the stove on. But it escalated quickly. She began confusing days, struggling to finish basic tasks, losing track of conversations. Then, one day, Alex came home to find her collapsed in the bathroom.

The ER visit led to an MRI. The MRI led to a diagnosis.

Glioblastoma. Stage IV. Inoperable.

Alex didn't cry in front of her. He waited until she was asleep, then buried his face in her scrubs, inhaling the scent of antiseptic and lavender lotion. That was the night the cello went silent.

Despite everything, Elena tried to stay strong. She kept making jokes about hospital food, and she always asked about school, always wanted to hear him play. But Alex saw what others didn't. The tremble in her fingers, the dulling light in her eyes. He began waking up before her to sort her meds. He kept a detailed medical journal. He read everything he could find on brain tumors, clinical trials, and nutrition.

In those weeks, he was no longer just her son. He became her caregiver, her advocate, her shadow.

"Promise me," she whispered one night, her voice barely a breath, "that you'll always be happy."

"I promise," he whispered back.

But death doesn't wait for permission.

She passed away two weeks before his eighth birthday.

The funeral was silent. He wore his last recital shirt. No relatives. No friends. Just a nurse from her unit and a social worker who held his hand as the last shovel of dirt hit the coffin.

That night, in a silent apartment filled with her scent and absence, Alex whispered her name until he couldn't breathe.

Then came the system.

Foster home after foster home blurred together. The first was okay. Quiet, cold, indifferent. The second was worse—stern voices, thin walls, and a man who stared too long and smiled too little. The third was a nightmare. The kind that left bruises on the soul.

One night, it happened.

The man. The locked door. The whispers that became commands.

He told his caseworker. She didn't believe him. Called him dramatic. Said he was "too smart for his own good."

So he stopped talking.

He didn't speak for nearly four months. He communicated in nods, gestures, the occasional scribble. He buried himself in books, maps, and anatomy diagrams. Music was his only language. He played every instrument he could get his hands on—violin, piano, even a beaten-up trumpet from the school's music room.

By age nine, he had been in six homes. His trauma grew, but so did his resilience. He ran a track to burn off the pain. Read medical journals to make sense of it. Skipped two grades. Still, every night he dreamt of a girl. Her name was Lexie. He didn't know where she came from, but she always listened. In dreams, she never looked at him like he was broken. She is his comfort, the escape in this harsh and unforgiving reality.

One cold winter afternoon, after a foster mother screamed at him for staying at school late again, to avoid getting the anger of his foster father, he retreated to his safe place, the public library. He wandered into the genealogy section, not knowing why. Maybe it was curiosity. Maybe a longing to find his roots. Pit of curiosity, he searched his mother's name in the worn out computer, it requires a password since it contains private imports but it is not difficult for him to crack it since he came here everyday. After entering a password, he searched for his mother's name.

Elena Cruz.

Nothing unusual happened. A death notice. A few hospital records. Then something strange.

A sealed file. Marked private.

He asked the librarian how to get access. She referred him to the Department of Child Services. It took weeks. Red tape. Court petitions. It might not be possible for a child to have access for this but his foster parents are eager to hand him over to someone else, a burden they say.

Days passed since these events happened, he slowly gave up hope,

But eventually, someone slipped. A file was mailed by accident. It wasn't supposed to reach him.

'Where did it come from?' he whispered, he looked around to find who sent it but he found nothing. Out of curiosity, he opened it. Inside the envelope, under a clipped note that said "DO NOT RELEASE TO MINOR," he found a birth certificate.

His--

But the father's name wasn't blank.

Francis Gallagher.

Alex stared at it for nearly an hour. The name meant nothing to him—at first.

Then he searched.

Francis "Frank" Gallagher. South Side Chicago. Criminal record as long as a medical dictionary. Drug use, petty theft, public intoxication. Six kids by multiple women. Known conman. No known job.

No mention of Him.

He printed out every file he could find and stared at the faces. Fiona Gallagher. Phillip Ronan Gallagher. Ian Gallagher. Debbie Gallagher. Carl Gallagher.

He grew up in a tiny North Side apartment with his mom, Elena Cruz. A nurse who worked herself raw—double shifts, graveyard weekends, all so Alex could have clean clothes and school lunches. Their place was barely livable. Peeling paint, flickering bulbs, a radiator that coughed worse than a chain smoker. But it was home. Safe. Until it wasn't.

Elena got sick when he was seven. Real sick. Started forgetting things—first her keys, then Alex's birthday. He tried to laugh it off at first, but then she collapsed in the bathroom. Glioblastoma, the doctors said. Stage IV. Terminal.

She fought. Hard. Made jokes about hospital food and still asked him to play cello. But she got worse, and he knew it. He was just a kid, but he took care of her like a grown man—organizing meds, tracking appointments, staying up to watch her breathe.

She died two weeks before his eighth birthday. No family. No friends at the funeral. Just a social worker and a nurse who barely knew Elena.

That night, he curled up on the floor with her scrubs and cried until he passed out. The cello stayed in the corner. Silent.

Then came the system. The first foster home was tolerable. The second—cold and judgmental. The third? A literal hellhole. He tried telling his caseworker about the "incident"—about the man and the locked door. She said he was lying. Too smart for his own good.

So he stopped talking. For months.

He lived in books, diagrams, and stolen hours in the school music room. By age nine, he'd skipped two grades, run track to blow off steam, and taught himself enough about medicine to assist a school nurse. Still, he dreamed of a girl named Lexie—someone from his mind, maybe from a past life, but she never looked at him like he was broken.

One bitter Chicago afternoon, after a screaming match with his latest foster mom over him being "late again," he didn't go home. He went to the library. His safe place. Sat down at one of the old computers in the back, the ones nobody used except for tax season or job hunts.

He searched for his mom's name: Elena Cruz.

Obituaries. Hospital records. Then—something odd. A sealed file. Private. Locked.

Most kids wouldn't know what to do. But Alex wasn't most kids. He'd been using that library long enough to learn its secrets. Within minutes, he bypassed the login and accessed the file.

Inside was a birth certificate.

His–

And for the first time in his life, the "Father" field wasn't blank.

**Francis Gallagher.

He blinked.

Searched the name. South Side. Long record—DUIs, theft, assault, squatting, arson (possibly accidental), and some weird charge involving a raccoon. Father to a small army: Fiona, Phillip, Ian, Debbie, Carl. No mention of Alex.

Still, the cheekbones didn't lie.

That night, he packed his cello in its busted case, stuffed the papers into his bag, and left a note on the table of his foster home: Gone. Don't look.

He took the bus as far as he could, then walked through the South Side. The air smelled like piss, weed, and fried food. People shouted across the streets. Sirens wailed. He had to dodge two fights and a guy selling loose cigarettes. But he kept going.

The Gallagher house looked like it had given up years ago. Faded paint, broken porch rail, a plastic flamingo buried in trash on the lawn. Punk rock blasted from inside, mixed with yelling and something that might've been a blender or a chainsaw.

Alex took a breath and knocked.

The music cut out after the third knock. The door swung open.

A woman with red hair, dark circles, and a cigarette stuck to her lip stared him down. Fiona Gallagher. He recognized her from the printed articles.

"Yeah?" she asked, voice scratchy, suspicious.

He swallowed. "I think… you're my sister."

She blinked. "What?"

He pulled the paper from his bag and handed it over. Fiona looked at it, squinting at the name.

"FRANK!" she yelled. "Get your crusty ass down here!"

The house exploded in motion. A kid stomped downstairs yelling about someone stealing his socks. A teenage girl in a tank top wandered into the hall eating dry cereal from the box. A ginger guy peeked out from behind her.

Then Frank appeared—shirtless, hair like a bird's nest, and a half-empty beer in hand.

"Who the hell is this?" he slurred.

"Says he's your kid," Fiona said, waving the paper.

Frank squinted at the birth certificate like it was a Sudoku puzzle.

"Elena Cruz," Alex said. "You knew her."

Frank scratched his chest, blinked… then shrugged. "Nah."

But Alex saw it. The flicker. The twitch in his jaw. A moment of recognition.

"Bullshit," Fiona snapped. "That's your guilt face. I've seen it every time someone shows up with child support papers."

"Was she the nurse?" Frank muttered. "Short? Smart as hell? I mean… maybe. It was a long time ago."

"You didn't think to mention another damn kid?" Fiona hissed.

Frank took a swig and stumbled away. "I got too many already. What's one more?"

The other Gallaghers stared at Alex like he was a stray dog who just wandered in and pissed on the rug. Ian crossed his arms. Debbie narrowed her eyes. Carl looked like he was already planning how to sell Alex's cello.

"I have nowhere else to go," he said, his voice gaining strength. "My mother... she's gone. I just want to know who I am."

Fiona looked at him, her eyes softened ever so slightly. She saw the pain, the vulnerability hidden beneath his guarded exterior. She saw a reflection of herself, of all of them, fighting to survive in a world that seemed determined to crush them. Fiona looked him over again. This boy didn't belong in their mess—but then again, none of them ever really did.

"You got anywhere else to go?"

He shook his head.

"Fine," she said, her voice firm "You can stay. But you work. No freeloaders. No acting like you're better than us. You're in this house, you follow our rules."

Alex nodded, the breath leaving his lungs in a rush.

He stepped into the Gallagher house. It smelled like booze, sweat, and faintly of weed. The floor creaked. A raccoon darted across the living room.

Somehow, it felt more like home than any place he'd been in years, of course, aside from a cramp apartment with his mothe--

'Don't think of her' he blink to avoid getting emotional

Ian handed him a sandwich without saying anything. Debbie tossed him a pillow. Carl poked the cello case and said, "Bet you can make some cash busking downtown."

Fiona raised an eyebrow. "What's your name?"

He thought for a moment. "Alexander Evandos Bracamonte-Gallagher."

Debbie made a face. "Jesus, that's a lot."

"Can we call you Alex?" Ian asked.

He smiled faintly. "Yeah. That works."

Later, in the cramped upstairs room they cleared for him, Alex set down his cello. Pulled out the files. Looked at the Gallagher family tree again, this time with different eyes.

It wasn't the family he expected.

But it was something.

Alexander Bracamonte-Gallagher felt a flicker of hope. Maybe, just maybe, he could find his place in this mess. Maybe he could even find a little light. He will be back with Lexie to tell that he found something. Maybe she will know what to make of it too.

That night, he dreamt of Lexie again.

He excitedly told her about his supposey new family, as she always did, she smiled, and for the first time, he said it out loud:

"I found them."