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Chapter 16 - Chapter 15 Whispers of Strength

Lucian POV

The room was quiet, save for the rhythmic sound of Seraphim's breathing coming

from the guest room. He'd fallen asleep quickly—a luxury I rarely afforded myself.

The weight of his request from earlier still hung in the air, though I doubted he

had any idea what he was truly asking for.

I stood near the window, a glass of whiskey in my hand, watching the faint glow

of the city below. Caelum was alive, its heartbeat pulsing through its streets even

at this hour. But in its veins ran something far darker—a system teeming with

corruption, a game rigged for those who knew how to play it.

And I played it well.

Seraphim's question lingered in my thoughts: How far will you push me? He hadn't

spoken the words aloud, but I could see them in his eyes. The turmoil, the

uncertainty, the desperation to find meaning in the chaos of that failed raid. He

didn't yet realize that the answer was simple.

As far as I needed to.

I took a slow sip of the whiskey, the burn grounding me as I turned my attention

to the guest room door. Seraphim was... promising. His potential was raw,

unrefined, but it was there, waiting to be shaped. He'd already begun to fall into

place, whether he realized it or not.

Walking over to my desk, I pulled up the surveillance footage from the raid on my

tablet. The scene was brutal—bodies strewn across the battlefield, a testament

to the Bureau's incompetence. More than seventy percent of the team had been

wiped out, and for what? A blind assault with no foresight, no strategy.

I could see why Seraphim was questioning everything. He had every reason to.

But doubt was a dangerous thing. If left unchecked, it could lead to rebellion,

chaos. And chaos was something I couldn't allow—not yet.

I tapped the screen, zooming in on Seraphim during the raid. Even in the heat of

battle, there was something about him. The way he fought, the way he hesitated

just before delivering the final blow—it spoke volumes. He wasn't like the others.

He wasn't mindless.

No, he was someone I could use.

The corner of my mouth curled into a faint smirk as I set the tablet aside.

Seraphim didn't realize it yet, but he was already mine. His request for guidance

was just the first step.

The room felt colder as I sat back in my chair, swirling the last of the whiskey in

the glass. The pieces were falling into place, but there was still much to do.

Seraphim needed to believe that following me was his choice—that I wasn't

leading him, but walking alongside him.

It was a delicate balance. Push too hard, and he'd break. Too soft, and he'd wander

off the path. But I'd mastered this dance long ago.

The city outside continued its restless hum, oblivious to the quiet power plays

happening within these walls. Seraphim might have been sleeping soundly now, but

tomorrow, he'd wake to a new world. A world where every decision he made, every

step he took, would bring him closer to the man I needed him to be.

How far will I push him?

The thought echoed in my mind as I leaned back, closing my eyes. The answer was

simple: As far as it takes.

The faint light of dawn crept through the curtains, painting the room in muted

shades of gray. I was still seated at my desk, the untouched cup of coffee on the

table growing cold. Sleep eluded me—it often did. But Seraphim... he'd been

restless.

From where I sat, I could hear him stirring in the guest room, his muffled voice

breaking the stillness. At first, I ignored it, assuming he was merely shifting in

his sleep. But as the seconds passed, the murmurs turned to sharp, distressed

gasps.

I stood, moving toward the door.

When I opened it, I found him thrashing beneath the sheets, his face contorted

in fear. Words spilled from his lips, broken and incoherent. "No... stop... not them...

it's my fault..."

A nightmare.

"Seraphim." My voice was low but firm, cutting through the haze of his distress.

He didn't wake. His breathing quickened, his hands gripping the blanket like a

lifeline. Whatever demons haunted his dreams had a tight hold on him.

I stepped closer, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Seraphim, wake up."

His eyes shot open, wild and unseeing, as if he were still trapped in the remnants

of his nightmare. For a moment, he didn't recognize me, his body tense and

defensive. But then clarity returned, and he slumped back against the pillow,

trembling.

"I—" His voice cracked, barely audible. "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to—"

I held up a hand, silencing him. "No need to apologize." I pulled a chair closer to

the bed, sitting beside him. "Nightmares have a way of creeping up on us when we

least expect them."

He looked away, his gaze fixed on the wall. "It's stupid. I shouldn't be like this.

Not after everything."

"It's not stupid," I said evenly. "You've been through more than most can handle.

Doubt and fear are natural."

For a long moment, the room was silent save for the sound of his unsteady breaths.

Then he spoke, his voice barely above a whisper. "I keep seeing them... the raid,

the bodies. They trusted me, and I failed them."

I studied him carefully. His vulnerability was palpable, raw. He was unraveling, and

in this moment, he was mine to mold.

"Listen to me, Seraphim." I leaned forward, my tone soft but unyielding. "You

didn't fail them. The system did. The people above you, the ones who made the

decisions—they're the ones to blame."

He looked at me, his eyes glassy. "But I was there. I could have done something."

"And you did everything you could," I countered. "The fact that you're here,

questioning yourself, proves that you care more than they ever will. That's what

sets you apart. But you can't let guilt consume you. It's a poison, and it'll destroy

you if you let it."

He nodded slowly, though the doubt still lingered in his expression.

I placed a hand on his shoulder, a gesture that was both comforting and calculated.

"You have potential, Seraphim. More than you realize. But to reach it, you need to

trust yourself—and trust me."

His gaze softened, and for the first time, there was something akin to hope in his

eyes. "I... I don't know if I can."

"You don't have to know," I said simply. "You just have to try. One step at a time.

Let me guide you, and together, we'll make sure you never feel powerless again."

He hesitated, then nodded. "Okay."

I offered a faint smile, standing. "Good. Rest now. The road ahead won't be easy,

but it'll be worth it."

As I left the room, I glanced back at him. He was already settling back into the

bed, his shoulders less tense than before.

The seeds had been planted.

The first rays of sunlight spilled into the room, casting golden streaks across the

floor. I was already up, my thoughts spinning with plans as I sat by the window,

sipping a fresh cup of coffee. The city was waking, the faint hum of traffic in the

distance a reminder that life moved on, indifferent to the turmoil within its

people.

Behind me, I heard the soft shuffle of footsteps. Seraphim emerged from the

guest room, his hair disheveled and his eyes heavy with the remnants of his

restless night. He paused in the doorway, his gaze meeting mine.

"Morning," I said, my voice calm, almost casual.

"Morning," he replied, his tone hesitant.

I gestured to the chair across from me. "Sit. We have things to discuss."

He hesitated, then made his way over, sinking into the chair. His movements were

slow, deliberate, as if the weight of the previous night still clung to him.

"You seemed... troubled last night," I said, watching him carefully.

He looked away, rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah. Sorry about that."

"No need to apologize," I said smoothly. "We all have our moments. But if you want

to move forward, you need to confront whatever's holding you back."

He sighed, his fingers tapping nervously against the edge of the table. "I want to

get stronger. Not just physically, but... in every way. I can't keep letting people

down. I need to be better—for them, and for myself."

I leaned back in my chair, studying him. "Strength isn't just about power or skill,

Seraphim. It's about control—over your mind, your actions, and the way you

navigate the world. And sometimes, true strength comes from understanding

when to bend, and when to break free."

He frowned, his brow furrowed in thought. "I don't know if I'm capable of that."

"You are," I said firmly. "But it requires a shift in perspective. You've spent too

much time trying to follow the rules, to fit into a system that's broken. If you

want real strength, you need to rise above it."

He looked at me, uncertainty flickering in his eyes. "And how do I do that?"

I allowed a small smile, the kind that suggested I held all the answers. "That's

where I come in. I can't give you strength in the traditional sense—I'm not an

awakener. But I can help you navigate the political landscape, climb higher, and

seize the power you need to ensure no one can control you again."

He leaned forward, his hands clasped tightly together. "What's the catch?"

"There's no catch," I said smoothly. "Just trust. Follow my guidance, and I'll take

you further than you ever thought possible. But you need to commit, fully and

without hesitation. Half-measures will only hold you back."

He hesitated, his gaze fixed on the table. Then he nodded slowly. "Okay. I'll follow

your lead."

"Good," I said, standing. "Then let's begin."

As he rose to join me, I couldn't help but feel a surge of satisfaction. Seraphim

was stepping deeper into my world, his doubts and fears driving him straight into

my hands.

The game was unfolding perfectly.

I led Seraphim to the balcony, where the city stretched endlessly beneath us.

The sunlight glinted off the glass of towering skyscrapers, a sprawling kingdom

that most people navigated without understanding the power games that truly

controlled it.

"Look at them," I said, gesturing toward the bustling streets below. "People

rushing to their jobs, their lives dictated by rules they didn't write. They think

they have control, but they're blind to the strings pulling them."

Seraphim leaned on the railing, his gaze distant. "And you? Are you saying you're

above all that?"

I chuckled, a low, knowing sound. "I'm not saying I'm above it. I'm saying I've

learned to play the game. And if you want to survive, let alone win, you'll need to

learn, too."

He turned to face me, his expression hardening. "And what if I don't want to play

their game?"

"Then you'll lose," I said bluntly. "But you're smarter than that, Seraphim. You've

already started to see the cracks in their system. What I'm offering isn't just a

way to survive. It's a way to thrive."

He crossed his arms, his jaw tight. "I just... I don't know if I can trust myself.

After what happened during the raid... I let people die. I don't know if I can handle

more of that."

I stepped closer, my voice softening. "You doubt yourself because you think the

burden is yours alone. But it's not. That's why I'm here. To guide you. To take some

of that weight off your shoulders."

Seraphim's shoulders slumped, the tension seeping out of him. He was raw,

vulnerable, exactly where I needed him to be.

"I don't know if I deserve it," he murmured.

"Deserve has nothing to do with it," I said firmly. "What matters is what you're

willing to do. You said you want to be stronger, to stop losing people. That starts

with accepting the help that's being offered."

He nodded slowly, his gaze meeting mine. There it was—the spark of

determination I'd been waiting for.

"Alright," he said. "What's the first step?"

I allowed a small, satisfied smile. "First, we solidify your position in the Bureau.

You'll need more influence, more leverage. I'll help you get there. But remember,

Seraphim, this isn't a straight path. There will be sacrifices, and you'll have to

trust me to make the hard calls when the time comes."

"I understand," he said, his voice steady.

"Good." I turned back toward the room, gesturing for him to follow. "Then let's

start with the foundations. We'll strategize your next moves, and I'll ensure

you're equipped to rise above the rest. But for now, let's get you ready for the

day."

As he stepped back inside, I lingered on the balcony, a smirk playing on my lips.

Seraphim's resolve was growing, but so was his dependence on me. It was only a

matter of time before he stopped questioning my guidance altogether.

The city hummed beneath me, a living, breathing entity, oblivious to the strings I

was pulling. And as the game continued, I was certain of one thing: Seraphim was

becoming the perfect pawn.

I stepped inside, leaving the balcony behind. Seraphim followed, his posture

straighter, his steps firmer. The seeds of trust had been planted, and they were

already beginning to take root.

"Get ready," I said, my tone light but purposeful. "Today marks the first step

toward making sure no one can ever challenge you again."

He nodded, the determination in his eyes a silent promise. As he disappeared into

the adjoining room, I allowed myself a brief moment of satisfaction.

The game was progressing smoothly, each piece falling into place.

As the sun climbed higher, painting the city in golden hues, Seraphim and I sat

across from each other in the dining area. The breakfast spread between us was

simple—coffee, eggs, and toast.

Seraphim seemed more at ease than he had the night before, though faint

shadows still lingered beneath his eyes.

" you're awfully quiet." I remarked, sipping my coffee.

He glanced up, startled. "Just... thinking."

I set my cup down and leaned back in my chair. "About?"

"About what you said earlier," he admitted. "About playing the game. I never

thought I'd have to. I always believed strength was enough, that doing the right

thing was all that mattered."

"Strength without direction is chaos," I said evenly. "And doing the right thing?

That's a luxury the powerful decide for everyone else."

He nodded slowly, his gaze dropping to his plate. "It's just hard to let go of that

ideal, you know?"

I softened my tone, a calculated move. "Ideals are fine, Seraphim, but only if you

use them wisely. They're like a compass—you follow them to find your path, not

to trap yourself in one spot."

He didn't respond immediately, but the way his shoulders relaxed told me I was

getting through.

The moment felt significant, a quiet turning point. Seraphim was beginning to see

the world as I did.

The manipulation wasn't a game—it was an art. And I was painting a masterpiece.

As the morning passed, the conversation drifted into lighter topics—small

fragments of normalcy that felt almost foreign in the midst of everything. Yet,

beneath the surface, my thoughts remained focused. Seraphim had come far, but

there was still much work to be done.

When the plates were cleared and the coffee cups emptied, I stood and motioned

for him to follow. "Come," I said. "There's something I need to show you."

Seraphim hesitated for only a moment before rising. His trust in me was growing.

Good.

The room I led him to was sparse, its walls lined with bookshelves and a single

desk in the corner. In the center stood a large interactive display—something I

had installed long ago for personal use but now served a new purpose.

Seraphim's eyes flickered with curiosity as he stepped inside. "What is this?"

"Your next lesson," I replied, activating the display with a swipe. A holographic

map of the city lit up, pulsating with data points and lines of connection. "You said

you wanted to get stronger, to make sure no one else gets hurt because of your

choices. This is how you do it."

His brow furrowed as he stepped closer, his gaze scanning the glowing lines. "This...

looks like an intel network."

"It is," I confirmed. "Every politician, every bureau officer, every major player in

Caelum—tracked, analyzed, and understood. This is the real battlefield, Seraphim.

Not fists, not weapons, but control."

He looked at me, doubt flickering in his eyes. "And you want me to be a part of

this?"

"I want you to understand it," I corrected, my tone firm. "Power isn't just about

strength. It's about knowing where to apply it. You can't save people if you don't

know where the threats are coming from. You can't win if you don't know who your

enemies are."

He hesitated, his gaze dropping to the floor. "I'm not sure I'm ready for this."

I stepped closer, my voice softening. "You're already doing it, Seraphim. You've

taken the first step by trusting me. Now, let me show you how far that trust can

take you."

His jaw tightened, but he nodded. "Alright. Show me."

I smiled, the expression calculated but warm. "Good. Let's begin."

I guided Seraphim through the map, highlighting key players and the roles they

served. "Look here," I said, pointing to a blinking dot representing a high-ranking

officer. "This man runs most of the tactical operations in Cylvana. But his record

shows a pattern—erratic decisions, questionable alliances. He's compromised."

Seraphim's brows knit together. "If he's such a liability, why hasn't he been

removed?"

"Because the Bureau isn't built to expose its own flaws. That's why people like us

exist," I replied, emphasizing us. "We see the cracks, and we act before they

spread. With your rank and influence growing, you'll soon be in a position to make

those calls."

He studied the map, his fingers hovering over the display. "And what about here?"

He gestured to another node, one I had deliberately planted to pique his

interest—a senator with ties to an illegal arms network.

I leaned against the desk, folding my arms. "That's a longer game. But if you keep

following my lead, you'll find yourself in a position to dismantle networks like his

entirely. No more waiting on orders from superiors. No more raids that cost lives

unnecessarily."

His eyes flickered with determination, and I knew I had him. He was starting to

see the path I had laid out as his own choice.

"Seraphim," I said, my tone soft but firm, "this isn't just about strength or

politics. It's about control—over yourself, your decisions, and the world around

you. That's how you make sure no one gets hurt again."

He nodded slowly, the weight of my words settling over him. "I see what you mean."

"Good," I said, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Then let's make it happen."

As Seraphim left the room to process everything I had shown him, I lingered by

the display, watching the map pulse with life.

Everything was moving according to plan. Seraphim's doubts, his guilt, his desire

to grow stronger—they were all tools, and I was wielding them with precision.

For now, he believed he was working toward his own goals. But soon, he would

understand that his ambitions and mine were one and the same. The only

difference was that I had already mapped out every step of the journey.

With a faint smirk, I deactivated the display and turned toward the window. The

city stretched out before me, a labyrinth of opportunities waiting to be exploited.

Seraphim's role in all of this was far from over. In fact, it was just beginning.

The morning sun bathed Caelum in a golden hue, its light spilling through the

towering glass windows of my office. I stood there, hands clasped behind my back,

staring out at the city I had worked so meticulously to influence.

Each district, each corner, each player in this vast game—everything was falling

into place. The pieces were aligning, and soon, the board would be entirely mine

to control.

I glanced at the digital screen embedded in my desk. It displayed a dossier, a

neatly organized list of individuals: politicians, officers, awakeners. Each name

had a role, a purpose. And Seraphim... his name was now at the top.

He had potential, there was no denying that. But potential was nothing without

the right guidance. And I was that guidance.

I activated another screen, pulling up footage from the recent raid. Chaos

unfolded in high-definition—flames, screams, awakeners clashing in brutal combat.

It was a bloodbath, and most of the Bureau's team hadn't stood a chance.

But Seraphim... he had survived. He had emerged from the carnage stronger,

though burdened by guilt and doubt. Those emotions made him malleable, and I

had every intention of shaping him into exactly what I needed.

The door creaked open behind me. I turned to see Seraphim standing there, his

expression a mix of determination and unease.

"You're early," I said, motioning for him to enter.

He stepped inside, his movements hesitant. "I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about

what you said... about control."

I gave him a measured look. "And what conclusion did you come to?"

"That you're right," he admitted, his voice steady. "If I'm going to make a

difference—if I'm going to protect the people around me—I need to stop waiting

for orders and start taking control of my own path."

I smiled, though not out of kindness. This was exactly what I had been waiting

for. "Then you've taken the first step. But understand, Seraphim, control isn't

just about strength or position. It's about influence, strategy, and knowing when

to strike."

He nodded, the flicker of doubt still lingering in his eyes. That doubt would fade

in time, replaced by the unwavering loyalty I was cultivating.

"Let's get to work," I said, gesturing for him to take a seat. "We have a lot to

accomplish, and every move from here on out is critical. Are you ready?"

Seraphim met my gaze, his resolve hardening. "I'm ready."

As we began discussing the next steps, I couldn't help but marvel at how

seamlessly everything was progressing. Seraphim's transformation was well

underway, and with every passing day, he was becoming more and more entwined

in my web.

The path ahead was clear, and I had no intention of faltering. Seraphim was a tool,

a weapon I was honing to perfection. He believed he was working toward his own

goals, but in reality, every step he took brought him closer to mine.

Control wasn't just about power. It was about precision, about knowing when to

press and when to pull back. And with Seraphim under my guidance, I had no doubt

that victory was within reach.

I turned back to the window, the city stretching out before me like a chessboard.

The game was far from over, but the outcome was already decided. All that

remained was for the pieces to fall into place.

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