The first time he used his dick but it hurts and I loved it because I later felt pleasure.
I disturbed him so that he could do it for me but he said no and pushed me away,then I asked him in anger
"Do you love me at all" but he wore his pants and turned to me
" You do not deserve to be loved" he said and my eyes welled up
" But why " I cried and yelled
" Okay ,let me ask you , do you like me or Ralph" he said I really liked him but I felt ashamed in front of Ralph that was why and besides he was my cousin
"It really you and you know that " I yelled but he me in tears , I really liked him
I didn't go back home that day because my mum won't be back till next tomorrow and I already confused my grandpa and he agreed but I always wondered why everything was going so smoothly but I love it , and I got to sleep in the guest room because Mary is mad at me and I care less, so I went to sleep and all I knew was that Sean was smoking right in his balcony and he was grown up so it was normal. I once asked Mary how old he was and he was nineteen then so i gave him a birthday gift and he said he loves when I celebrated his birthdays,but now he was twenty-one years old that period .
I knew I woke up and I went to Sean room silently but I saw the moon reflection on his face , I didn't switch on the light but I I found his belt and unbuckled it . I saw his dick and I love it because he was so big ,I touched but the lights turned on
" What are you doing" he said but was still laying on the bed and was looking at me
" I think you are dreaming,go back to sleep baby " I stammered and wanted to run off but he pulled me down
" I can't wait anymore then" he said and I thought he also wanted me too but he stood up and brought out his necklace. I was wondering what he was doing when the cross necklace suddenly turn to knife and I was scared and jumped up from the bed in fear but he pulled me back to the bed and use the knife to chook my shoulder and I screamed in pain but blood didn't drip but was going into the sword ,
"Sean , please please" I begged and he kissed and I now knew what he always collected from me when we kiss . He is using me , Sean is a monster.
He stopped kissing me and removed the knife, I then remembered
He is not Sean " no ,no ,no " I screamed and ran out of the room while he was checking the knife.
I ran out and was running back in the woods until I saw my mum , she cut Cain from the tree and looked pissed and am I dreaming,my mum should not be here
" Didn't I warn you , you rebellious child" she said and flogged me , then I also saw that granny
" I also warned you " she said and It felt like I was dreaming but that I lost my breath and died ..........
I am Vivian, I am Vivian,
I said in my dream but quickly woke up
" Had a nightmare" my bestie Evie asked me and I nodded
"Yeah about my name" I said and she laughed and I wondered what was funny
" You hilarious babe , you going for his concert " she asked and I was wondering why she was asking
"You know I never miss his concert" I said and she rolled her eyes at me because she was just my bestie unless I would have knock her nose
" But I think Ralph is more better" she said and I think it a lie because I will never stop loving that band guys and Ralph is nice but he can't still compare to my
" I also think he is good though" I bestie said and I rolled my eyes at her
" I always pick the best guys you know" I said and she hiss handing me a dress which I will be wearing to the concert because I wanna attract my idol .
We got to the concert and blah blah blah they started singing and I could see my idol in there , my prince charming and he is even the center of attraction and only my bestie like Ralph .
My idol is Aiden,he is so handsome and his eyes are perfect and beautiful, if I see his lips I can feel it already but I feel like I have known him for a hundred years.
I screamed when it was his turned ,the other members are joe and Charles. The concert was getting heated and Aiden said he was gonna pick a fan to sing with him an di was starting to wish I was at the front row because I am in the third row but I was fucking shocked when he shouted that lady in the third row with a colourful dress and with an hat on it.
I was shocked and my bestie shouted before I came back to my Sense, I quickly ran to him and I hugged him which got the crowd screaming. He than redrew back but his hands were still on my waist but his presence seems very familiar, we started the first song and I was singing with him but we kept looking at each other as if we were couples in our past life and fuck he his more handsome in reality.
As he was singing I use my hands to rub is chest and neck , my back was facing the audience and I was pressed to him like sandwich .
"Fuck ,you making me really hard" he said to my ears and I think the crowd heads that and they screamed. Ralph came and he was singing with Aiden