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I listened to this voice, imagining the girl I had been thinking about standing naked in the bathroom, caressing her snow-smooth skin with her slender hands. I was alone in the room, feeling restless, my heart pounding lower body swollen, and my mind was full of unnatural thoughts.
What should I do? Should I send Xiaoyun home later? Or should I take advantage of the situation and let her stay overnight? Will she agree?
If she stays, what should I do? Should I take the opportunity to possess her? Will she think it's too fast?
But , but, she has entered my room and bathed in my bathroom. Isn't this equivalent to tacitly agreeing to my qualifications? If I don't "conquer" her in this way, how can I be considered a man?
Then, what if she refuses? What if she wants to go home? Should I keep silent, or try to keep her?
Should I show gentlemanly manners, or confess my admiration for her?
My mind was full of thoughts, and I didn't know what to do.
"Buzz~~!" I only heard a vibration sound, and I was slightly startled, and then I stopped my chaotic thoughts.
I subconsciously touched the mobile phone on my desk, but found that there was no call.
I glanced at Xiaoyun's black Gucci handbag on the table, and immediately realized that it was her mobile phone ringing.
It was almost one o'clock in the morning, who could it be? Could it be Xiaoyun's other suitors? I was confused and uneasy, but a great curiosity surged in my heart - this was the first time I had the opportunity to touch Xiaoyun's mobile phone alone, and there might be communications between her and other men in it?
No, no! How could I do such a thing, I should believe in Xiaoyun, believe that she is sincere to me, and the love for me in her beautiful eyes is definitely not pretended! Even if other boys pursue her, I believe she will choose me in the end! And now, why should I do such a dirty thing and add to my troubles?
But what if there is something I don't know? Maybe I can understand Xiaoyun better? And Xiaoyun is not Do you often look through my phone casually? Xiaoyun is so important to me, I can't lose her no matter what!
When I think of Xiaoyun, it's as if I have thrown all the boundaries aside. I feel that my body is no longer under my control. I feel guilty and keep cursing myself, but my hand still reaches , and I take out her phone with a short breath.
I glanced at the screen and was shocked - there were several lines of English prompts on it,
"Three missed calls from Huang Chengming", "Two missed calls from Zhai Haobo", "Three unread text messages".
Oh my God! It's those two suitors! Damn, they are really haunting me!
I was upset and worried, holding the phone with trembling hands, and immediately couldn't help looking through Xiaoyun's text message records.
There are not many records with Huang Chengming, only about six or seven in the past one or two months.
"Xiao Yun, I'm so glad to see you today. It's been a long time since we last met. You look so beautiful now..."
"(Smiley face) Cheng Ming, thank you for dinner. We haven't had so much fun together in a long time. Let's go out together again if we have the chance..."
"Xiao Yun, it's been a long time since we last met. I've been thinking about you. Have you been busy recently? When will you come to the party again?"
"Cheng Ming, I'm sorry. I often receive your calls, but I've been busy with homework and can't reply you. Maybe 'll have time this weekend..."
"Yun, I'm so glad to see you again this weekend, but what did you mean by the last words? Don't you want us to meet again later?"
"I'm sorry, you are a senior and friend that I can rely on, but I think our relationship is progressing a little too fast. I still want to focus on my studies recently. Give me some more time, okay..."
"Yun, I can't live without you anymore. Please answer my call. I'm not trying to rush you. It's just because of your kiss that I thought we had confirmed our relationship..."
Damn! When I saw the last message, I felt like my chest was going to explode with anger! I scanned the last date, which was
about two weeks ago, and I had just kissed Xiaoyun at that time!
Could it be that Xiaoyun was just perfunctorily trying to please me? Was she just choosing between several men?
And am I not special to her at all?
Thinking of Xiaoyun dating another man, chatting and laughing with him, and even kissing him on the lips, I felt extremely choked up and angry. I wanted to rush out the door, rush into the bathroom, and question Xiaoyun about what happened -
but when I thought of the consequences after a big fight, I couldn't take a step.
Maybe, maybe Xiaoyun was just confused for a moment, after all, she seemed to have rejected Huang Chengming?
Maybe , she has discovered that I am her true home? I gritted my teeth, held my breath, and comforted myself.
I wanted to throw away my phone and forget about it all, but my hands couldn't help but tremble as I continued to flip through it.
Zhai Haobo received many more text messages, about twenty or thirty of them. At the beginning, the content was very monotonous, just greetings like "Good night" and "Good morning". Most of them were corny, like "Yunyun, haven't you ? Take care of yourself, go to bed early, and have a good dream~", or "Good morning, little lazy cat, get up quickly, it's time to go to class~" and Xiaoyun's replies were also very simple, just "Thank you", "Smiley face ", "Good night" and the like.
However, in the last few messages in the past month, the length of the text messages began to grow.
"Yunyun, you cooked a great dinner, the most delicious I've ever had. You will definitely be a good wife in the future. By the way, I have revised your essay for you and I will bring it to you tomorrow. The class tomorrow morning is very early, don't be late. Do you want me to pick you up?"
"Haobo, you are just sweet-talking. Didn't you also exaggerate last time that my wife's cooking skills are the best? Humph! I don't believe you~ Thank you for your help, but I can drive myself. I'm not a little girl who just came to the United States and can take care of myself~"
"Yunyun, I heard that your car broke down.
Don't worry, I know a friend who runs a car deaerator. I will ask him to tow your car to be repaired tomorrow. Don't worry, just study hard~"
"Thank you so much, I didn't expect it to be repaired so quickly. I thought my car was going to be scrapped and I was worried for several days. I really don't know how to thank you. I can only ask you to taste my cooking skills another day~"
"Yunyun, today is really the happiest night of my life. Not only can I watch a movie with you, but you also honor me by coming to my home. It really makes my home shine. How is it? My swimming pool is pretty good, doesn't it feel great to swim ? Besides, you look so charming and sexy in your swimsuit~"
"Hehe (smiley face), tonight's movie is wonderful, that villa is also enviable, and
the feeling of swimming at night is also particularly pleasant, but the owner of the room is a big bad guy, he just stared at my swimsuit; however , I still had a very happy night~"
"Yunyun, did you receive my flowers? I haven't seen you for a long time recently. Are you avoiding me? Or are you playing hard to get? Come to my house again on the weekend, I have a surprise gift prepared for you..."
"Haobo, I had a great time at your house this weekend, but I have to prepare for the final exams in the next period. I have to prepare well, and you should also work hard, but we may see each other less during this period..."
"Yunyun, are you angry? Why have you been so cold recently and never answered my calls? Did you receive my roses? A thousand roses represent a thousand apologies from me! I was too much at my house last weekend. I shouldn't have forced you like that. I'm really sorry. I thought that if you agreed to swim naked with me, it meant you agreed to be . Please forgive me, I really love you..."
Damn! If seeing the text messages between Xiaoyun and Huang Chengming made me angry, then this message in front of me has made every nerve in my body seem to be swept by shock and furious roars!
Swimming naked! Xiaoyun actually dated a man at his house and even swam naked with that man!
All this happened a few weeks ago, when Xiaoyun and I started dating frequently!
I thought she only had eyes for me, and I thought she was just socializing with other men. I couldn't believe that her naked body, which I had never seen before, was completely exposed to another suitor at that time!
Not to mention kissing, I guess Zhai Haobo must have admired Xiaoyun's naked body a long time ago! Zhai Haobo
The scene of that square-faced man with glasses, naked and disgusting body, holding naked Xiaoyun, and playing in the water in the swimming pool together immediately appeared in front of my eyes!
Damn it! Did Zhai Haobo touch Xiaoyun's perfect body, round snow-white breasts, and perky pink buttocks all?
And what does he mean by "force"? Did he try to forcibly possess Xiaoyun's
perfect body? And did he succeed in the end?
Oh my God! I felt as if the world around me collapsed in an instant!
I just felt like crying and shouting, but I knew that nothing would help. Doesn't Xiaoyun like me
? Why on earth would Xiaoyun be with these men, letting these men bully her and take advantage of her!
Is she really fickle? Or is she just deceived by these men's sweet words? Or is there something hidden that I don't know?
I really regretted reading all of this. I wanted to forget everything, but I couldn't do it at all.
Every word in the text message kept circling in my mind, gnawing at my extremely painful heart.
"Squeak!" I heard the sound of the bathroom door being pushed open in the distance. I quickly stuffed Xiaoyun's phone
into her handbag and sat on the bed in a daze.