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Chapter 8 - The Widow’s Grief

The walls of the small mud house that once echoed with laughter had become so silent. The morning sun rose like any other day, casting its golden rays across the roofs of Gambe, but for Adaora the widow of Julius, the world had lost its color. Since the day the news reached her ears that her husband had succumbed to the brutal tortures inflicted upon him in prison, her life became an unending symphony of sorrow.

Adaora no longer smiled. Her once bright eyes, always full of hope and kindness, now looked empty, haunted by the image of Julius's suffering. She had begged, screamed, and cried at the palace gates. She had knelt before the guards, clutching their ankles like a mad woman, her hair unkempt and her wrapper dragging in the dust. "Let me see my husband! Let me speak to the king!" she had wailed, her voice cracking from desperation. But the gates remained shut, the guards unmoved, and the king silent in his cruel indifference.

She had last seen Julius just a few days before his death. His face was barely recognizable, swollen from beatings, his lips cracked, his arms covered in festering wounds. His voice had been faint, barely audible, yet he smiled when he saw her. "Adaora," he had whispered. "You came again." neka had broken down before him, clutching his frail hands through the rusty bars, tears streaming down her face. "Julius, they are killing you! I cannot take it anymore!"

"I know, my love," Julius said, his voice quivering. "But I stay alive for you… and for Jordan. I must see him grow." But he never would.That morning when she heard the town crier announce a death in the prison, her heart sank. She knew, without hearing a name, that her Julius was gone. And when it was confirmed a fellow inmate who had been released on bail came to her hut and spoke the words she dreaded, Adaora let out a scream so bloodcurdling that even the birds fled from the trees.

"He is dead," the man had said, looking down, ashamed. "They killed him. He did not die a man's death… He died in pain calling your name." From that moment on, Nneka was not the same.She wandered through the village barefoot, unbathed, her wrapper barely tied, her voice hoarse from sobbing. "They killed my husband! Julius is dead! He was innocent!" she cried out, moving from compound to compound. Some villagers watched in pity. Others turned away in shame. A few wept quietly, unable to bear the weight of the guilt they harbored.

Those who knew the truth but had remained silent began visiting her in small groups. Old Mama Ifeoma, the elderly midwife who had helped deliver Jordan, came first. She held Adaora's hands and cried with her. "My daughter," she said in between sobs, "the spirits will not rest until justice is done. Julius was a good man. He never stole anything. That day at the palace I heard the whispers. It was not him. The king protected someone else."

Adaora looked at the old woman, pain etched deep in her soul. "Then why didn't they say it? Why let him die?" Mama Ifeoma looked away. "Fear, my daughter. Fear silences even the brave."

Another visitor came days later, Obinna, Julius's childhood friend. He was a large man, known for his strength and loud laughter. But on that day, he looked ten years older. His eyes were red and puffy.

"I should have spoken," he confessed, kneeling before Adaora. "I knew the truth. It was not Julius who took the king's pendant. It was the king's own cousin Amadi. But the king would never let his family suffer the punishment."

Adaora looked at him, her eyes hollow. "Then why did you let my husband die?" Obinna began to cry. "Because I was a coward, because I feared for my own life. I failed him. I failed you."

She said nothing, only turned her back and walked into the hut. Word began to spread. More and more people who had once walked by Nneka with averted eyes now came to her doorstep. Some brought food. Others brought gifts. All brought guilt. Children stopped playing near her compound. Their mothers whispered in hushed tones. "That's the house of the widow. The one whose husband was killed unjustly."

But none of it mattered to Adaora, each morning she sat by Julius's grave, which she had insisted be placed in the backyard under the large mango tree. There, she would weep for hours, talking to him as if he were still alive."Julius, they are all coming now saying they're sorry. What good is their apology now that you're gone? You died alone. You died in pain."

Her voice cracked as she traced the makeshift gravestone with her fingers. She had carved his name herself with a blunt knife:

Julius Ezenwa Beloved Husband, Father, and Innocent Soul. At night, her cries could be heard across the village. Some neighbors tried to intervene, urging her to rest, to eat, to sleep. "I cannot rest," she replied. "How can I rest when my husband lies cold on the earth and his killers walk free?"

Little Jordan, barely three years old, would crawl to her, tugging at her wrapper and saying, "Mama, don't cry." But that only made her cry harder. She hugged the child to her chest, rocking him gently. "Your father loved you, my son. He was a good man. They took him away from us but you will know the truth."

The elders of Gambe called for a gathering. Whispers had turned into murmurs, and murmurs into outcries. Something had been set in motion by Julius's death. A spiritual unease hung over the village. Crops began to fail. Rivers dried up. Pregnant women miscarried. Chickens laid no eggs. The people began to speak openly: "Julius was innocent. We have been cursed."

The chief priest of the village visited Adaora compound one evening. He stood before her, tall and adorned in traditional beads. "My daughter," he said solemnly, "the gods are angry. They do not sleep when blood cries from the earth. Your husband's soul does not rest."

Adaora nodded silently. "Then let the gods avenge him." The priest placed a staff beside Julius's grave. "Let this be a marker. A spirit watches from here."

From that day onward, strange things began to happen. The mango tree under which Julius was buried bore no fruit. Birds refused to nest there. Children complained of nightmares when they played nearby. And every Friday night, the wind howled louder than usual. But Nneka remained unmoved. Her only joy was Jordan, her only task of survival. She began wearing only black, never smiled, never looked anyone in the eye.

She lived like a shadow. One rainy afternoon, while she prepared a small meal of yam porridge, a stranger came to her door. He was an old man with a long beard and a walking stick. He said nothing at first, only stood and watched her. "Who are you?" Nneka asked. "I knew your husband," the man replied. "Long ago, we fought together in the great famine. He saved my life."

Tears welled in Adaora's eyes. "I came to tell you his death was not in vain. There are forces at play that even kings cannot escape. The truth is like fire. It burns through lies eventually." She thanked him, and as he turned to leave, he added, "Watch the road to the palace. Soon, you will see."

Her heart skipped That night, she sat outside and stared at the sky. Thunder rumbled in the distance. The wind whispered through the trees. Jordan slept beside her, his small chest rising and falling with innocent peace. But Nneka could feel that something was coming.

Every night, as the moon climbed to its throne in the sky, Adaora's house transformed into a shrine of sorrow. Her cries echoed through the village like the mournful notes of a flute played by the wind. Neighbors tried to pretend they didn't hear it, but no one could escape the haunting sound of a woman mourning her soul mate. Children trembled under their covers. The elders sighed deeply. But none dared to silence her. She had every right to cry.

She slept on the floor beside Julius's favorite chair, refusing to touch the bed they had once shared. His scent still lingered faintly in the pillow. She would clutch it to her chest as if holding on to the last piece of him that the world hadn't yet stolen.

Days turned to weeks, but Adaora didn't eat. Not even a morsel. Not the porridge her mother brought, not the goat meat her uncle prepared with shaking hands, nor the warm soup her neighbor, Mama Ijeoma, left on the doorstep. Everything tasted like ash. Her stomach had turned against her, not with pain, but with a silence that mimicked death. The only thing she could swallow was her grief.

And the visitors kept coming. Some out of guilt, some out of pity, others out of genuine sorrow."

I'm sorry, Adaora," they would whisper, standing at the edge of her doorway, wringing their hands or bringing gifts of yam, oil, or money. "We knew Julius was innocent."

"You knew?" she would hiss through swollen, tear-rimmed eyes. "And still, you watched them kill him!" They would bow their heads, ashamed. And she would spit at their feet.

"You stood like trees silent, stiff while the king dragged him through mud and chains. Your silence killed him as much as their whips!" The bravest of them stayed a while, trying to speak words of comfort. But how does one comfort a heart that has been shattered with injustice?

Each visitor who left carried a piece of her anger with them. But none bore more of it than the king.

"I curse him!" she screamed one night, standing barefoot in front of the empty courtyard. "I curse the king of Gambe! May his throne burn beneath him! May his children eat shame and drink regret! For what he did to my Julius, may his soul never find peace!" Lightning cracked through the sky that night, though the clouds had been clear. Some said it was a coincidence. Others weren't so sure.

The next day, more people came to see her. Not just from Gambe, but from neighboring towns. Some were strangers who had only heard the tale. They brought cloth to cover her, kola nuts for her pain, coins for her children. But Adaora took nothing. "Let no gift replace the life they stole," she said, eyes hollow and voice like dry leaves rustling in harmattan winds. "Let them feel the hunger I feel. Let them know how a woman dies, piece by piece, each time she remembers the smile of a man who is no longer here."

She talked to his ghost at night, whispering to the wind. She would recount the smallest things how the yam harvest had gone well, how the cat still slept on his side of the mat, how their son Jordan had not spoken a word since the guards brought back the news. And then, without fail, she would fall into sobs.

"You told me to be strong, Julius," she cried one night, "but you never told me how to live without you." As the days wore on, whispers of Adaora's nightly curses began to unsettle the palace. The king grew restless, sweating in his robes. He ordered that no one speak of Julius again, but the silence only grew heavier, thicker and full of shame.

She was no longer the vibrant woman who once sang by the riverbanks or danced at the festival of drums. Her beauty had faded into the shadows, her voice grown hoarse from endless grieving. But her presence was more powerful than ever. In every market square, in every home, people spoke her name in hushed reverence.

Adaora, the widow with fire on her tongue. Adaora, whose tears shake the gods. Adaora, whose curses crawl like ants into the ears of kings. She did not seek revenge with sword or fire. Her weapon was her pain raw, untamed, and unforgiving. And through it, the people began to remember. Remember who Julius was. Remember the injustice. Remember their silence but that was not the end. 

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