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Chapter 36 - The Silent Lines of the Notebook

The next morning, the gentle rays of the sun poured into John's room. Passing through the curtains, the light reached the table, where an old notebook lay open. The last line of writing was slightly smudged — as if his hand had rested there too long, or the ink had hesitated to part from his thoughts.

And that day, after a long time, John woke up without the weight on his chest — without the pressure to immediately get ready, to fight, to prove himself. For the first time, he was simply a man — not a hero, not a symbol, not a sports star. He was John Vermog — newly realigned by a love from childhood.

He walked into the kitchen to make coffee. Everything was ordinary — the cup, the spoon, the kettle — even the quiet. But in that simplicity was a hidden joy — a peace he had longed for.

When the coffee was ready, he looked at his phone. Five missed calls — from the coach, from teammates. A flicker of worry stirred inside, but he decided to call back in half an hour. Today, the world could wait a little.

He got dressed — a simple t-shirt and jeans, tossed the notebook into his backpack, and stepped out. Today he had one goal — to see Elizabeth again. Not by chance, but intentionally. He wanted to know whether the magic of the previous evening still lingered, or if it had just been a sharp echo of an old memory.

They met in the same park. Elizabeth stood beneath a tree this time, wrapped in a violet scarf, with a soft smile, as if she had been waiting. John approached — his steps steady, his heart slightly unsure.

"I knew you'd come," Elizabeth said, even before he had greeted her.

"I wasn't sure," John replied. "But I couldn't stay away."

They began walking through the park. This time the silence wasn't awkward, nor heavy. It was the kind of silence where words weren't required — where people simply accepted one another, in their quiet truth.

"Do you remember the day you told me about your first goalkeeping save?" Elizabeth asked. "You were emotional… couldn't finish your story because you were crying."

John laughed.

"That was my first victory — the day I believed I deserved to play. But you — you convinced me that even in defeat, one can shine."

"Because you don't play to boast, John," she said. "You play because it's your language. The way you tell your story."

They sat on the same bench they had met on the day before. John opened his backpack and took out the notebook.

"Elizabeth, I want to show you something," he said.

He opened to a page from the previous year, describing a match where his team had lost 3–0. But he read out the final line:

> "Today we lost, but I felt the goal become a wall — not of fear, but of protection. I learned that not all losses are destructive. Some are revealing."

Elizabeth read, then looked up at him.

"You're different, John. You're a goalkeeper because there's something in you that guards others — not just from the ball, but from life itself."

John remained quiet. Then, unexpectedly, he asked:

"And you? What do you want to do now that you're back in Sornarrel?"

Elizabeth paused, then smiled.

"I want to start over. Maybe teach — literature, maybe art. But more than anything, I want to connect with people. Share stories. Like this one."

She looked at John.

"And you? Are you ready to speak the language of your game again — without noise, without pressure?"

John nodded.

"Yes. But this time — not alone. If you're by my side, reminding me what's real, I won't forget why I started."

Elizabeth gently nodded. A moment passed between them — a quiet acknowledgment that the past might not return, but the present was building a new beginning.

They walked toward the edge of town, where the Swansea harbor breathed salty air mixed with the city's scent. John stopped.

"You know," he said, "sometimes it felt like I lost the child in me. But yesterday… and today — it's like he came back."

Elizabeth met his gaze.

"He never left, John. He was waiting — to remind you where you came from."

That evening, when John returned home, he took his notebook and wrote:

> "Today I spoke again in a language I had forgotten — the language of the heart. Elizabeth became the mirror I no longer feared, the one that reminds me who I am."

He closed the notebook. And the next day, when he returned to the training ground, the coach was the first to notice the change. John's steps were lighter, his smile more natural, and there was peace in his eyes.

"You've changed," the coach said.

John smiled quietly.

"Because when your heart returns to the game — victory becomes secondary. What matters most is being honest in how you play."

And from that day on, John played with the same determination, the same fire. But now, he played not just for the team or the fans. He played for his childhood — for his faith, for his heart.

And in the evenings, when the city grew quiet, he would sometimes open his notebook — to read or to write. But sometimes, he'd just look at his phone, where a simple message from Elizabeth would appear:

> "Remember — you're a goalkeeper because you protect. Not just the goal. But hearts. Yours and others'."

They walked together. Slowly. Without rushing. And the city, under night's breath, whispered again — this time, of a new generation, a new memory. A story that had begun behind the goalposts, but had finally found its open heart.

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