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Chapter 9 - Chapter 9

Jamie entered the training hall, feeling Vincent's expectation coiled like a wire. The austere room was immense, the only warmth the yellow light bouncing off mirrored walls. Fencing weapons glimmered in rigid rows. Vincent stood at attention in his white jacket and mask, a cold statue set against the gleam of polished floors. 

When Jamie approached, Vincent's piercing eyes surveyed him, any softness swallowed by unreadable intent. The words between them seemed to shatter as they left their mouths, echoes splintering off walls that had absorbed countless sessions. It was the first time they'd trained one-on-one since coming to Darling Academy, and the formal distance felt more daunting than any blade. Vincent instructed with an exactness that frayed Jamie's nerves, every correction landing with the sting of a well-aimed thrust. 

The air filled with the clash of metal on metal, an increasing tempo that matched Jamie's mounting frustration. He had no opportunity to find a rhythm before Vincent interrupted with another curt suggestion, a relationship honed with the sharpness of a fencer's blade. 

Jamie's inner turmoil brewed until the ceiling and walls seemed to constrict around him, and then, unexpectedly, he became the embodiment of pure reflex. Suddenly his movements surpassed Vincent's, too swift to follow. 

As their fencing came to an abrupt halt, Jamie saw a flash of something new and terrifying on Vincent's face. The recognition shifted his brother's chiseled features in unsettling ways, pride and fear emerging through cracks in the marble. 

"Feet farther apart," Vincent said, his voice measured and devoid of warmth. He approached Jamie with a master's air, critiquing every detail of his stance. "Don't lose your focus." His eyes drilled into Jamie's, each instruction deliberate and pointed.

"Yes, sir," Jamie muttered, trying to match Vincent's precision but hearing his own doubt as the words left his mouth.

Vincent ignored the sarcasm. "En garde," he ordered, taking position with military rigidity.

Jamie moved into a shaky stance, remembering how they'd last been in a room like this. How different the context. No family gatherings to buffer the harsh silences. No Victoria to soften Vincent's steely demeanor. His brother's presence felt as daunting as the glistening weapons arrayed against the walls. Jamie struggled to mimic Vincent's perfect form, waiting for the next inevitable critique.

He didn't have to wait long.

"Balance!" Vincent's voice cut through the air like a whip, but the lesson itself was cold as a corpse. 

They began again, lunging and parrying with a controlled tempo. Jamie fought against the strain building in his limbs, but more exhausting was Vincent's impassive stare. "Remember your position," Vincent chided, every word sharp and precise. "How do you expect to survive here without discipline?"

Jamie's jaw tightened, holding back the retort that threatened to escape. He focused on the rhythm of their practice, the clash of blades ringing out with mechanical precision. Yet with each correction, Jamie's frustration swelled, threatening to overtake him.

"I am trying, Vincent," he said through gritted teeth, lunging forward only to be met by the flat of Vincent's blade.

"Try harder," Vincent said, his tone a challenge.

Jamie was losing the battle with his emotions. His resentment coiled tighter with each fault Vincent found. It wasn't just his fencing that was being dissected—it was his worth, his very place in a world that seemed to regard him as an anomaly. He felt the weight of his brother's expectations like a heavy cloak, the memory of past failures tightening around him.

His breath quickened. 

Each impact of their swords was a reminder of what he couldn't control, couldn't predict. His own life.

Suddenly, it all erupted. 

As if releasing the tension of a wound spring, Jamie moved with impossible speed and fluidity. He wasn't aware of deciding to change his pace. He simply did. The next thing he knew, Vincent's form wavered in his vision, their places switched with preternatural quickness. Before, it felt like wading through molasses, and now he was flying.

Vincent stilled, his surprise as palpable as a touch. Jamie had crossed the floor in a blink, his blade an extension of the pulse in his veins. His human mask was slipping. He stopped himself short, stunned and gasping, blinking against the bright clarity of his senses.

"What...what just happened?" Jamie asked, barely able to catch his breath. He searched Vincent's eyes for answers, fearing the worst but hoping for more.

Vincent stood frozen, his own blade lowered, disbelief and something like awe written on his features. "You have the advantage of your bloodline," he said, finally breaking the charged silence.

Jamie's heart pounded with a mix of elation and dread. He'd never let himself use his hybrid abilities so freely before, and now, having done so, he wondered what it meant for him. What it meant to Vincent. He watched as the shell of control slipped away from his brother's face for one brief moment.

Then Vincent's composure snapped back into place like a closing trap. "Your speed...you could surpass anyone here. But only if you learn to harness it." There was an edge of urgency, even of warning, to his voice.

He studied Jamie with the piercing intensity of an inspection. But it was more than just inspection, Jamie realized. Vincent was seeing something in him, maybe for the first time. He felt exposed and hopeful in equal measure. Maybe now, his brother would finally acknowledge him. Not just as a charge to be protected, but as something like an equal.

"Again," Vincent said, but there was a new depth in his voice. Not a command, this time. A request.

Jamie took his position once more, this time with a trace of confidence. His breathing slowed, and his pulse, though still racing, was less the erratic beat of fear. The stakes were higher than ever, but the pressure was laced with a thrill he couldn't deny. This place, this frozen and gleaming room, might actually be somewhere he belonged.

The session ended as abruptly as it began, Jamie leaving with his head full of new and unsettling possibilities. He wondered about the path laid before him and how it twisted like the secret passageways at Darling. How each new step changed his view of Vincent, of himself, and of the world he straddled.

Vincent's mask of control fractured like a frozen lake. Jamie's breath hung heavy, fogging the mirrored walls. His pulse was a wild drumming in the hollow quiet of the hall. He felt exposed and alive in a way he couldn't describe, his thoughts clashing like a thousand swords. 

Across from him, Vincent regarded him with the bewilderment of a new discovery, a mix of pride and fear making strange bedfellows on his stern features. "Your speed...she had that same speed." The words were chiseled from stone, raw in their surprise. Jamie looked up, saw something tender beneath Vincent's unreadable surface. A new, fragile thread seemed to connect them, trembling in the open air. 

Victoria. 

Vincent's silence became a conduit, channeling memories that pulsed between them like a heartbeat. The walls became those of another time, another place, where Victoria's laughter lingered in the shadows. He felt close to her in that instant, a ghostly embrace binding him to the past. The vulnerability in Vincent's voice threatened to draw Jamie into the depths of his own yearning. 

"There are some who would see it as a threat." The crack in Vincent's composure began to seal, though the fissure remained just visible enough for Jamie to sense its presence. 

"Be cautious, Jamie." It sounded like something else. It sounded like "be careful." And Jamie found himself wanting to believe it. 

"She could anticipate movements before they happened," Vincent said, the memory softening his voice in ways Jamie had never heard before. 

For a moment, Vincent wasn't a distant guardian, but something more. Something that hinted at true kinship. Jamie felt the cold walls of the training hall melt away, replaced by the warmth of shared remembrance. He saw the ghostly edges of Victoria's world, glimpsed through the fracture in Vincent's armor. It was like staring into a sunlit room from the outside, the silhouettes of love and loss barely discernible but achingly real.

His heart ached with the sudden closeness. This felt more significant than their fencing, than anything since coming to Darling. 

"Just like you're doing now," Vincent added, his eyes meeting Jamie's with unexpected candor. 

He felt a connection unfurling, something new and precious, forged from the same mix of strength and vulnerability that haunted Victoria's memory. Her presence loomed between them, more tangible than the polished floor or mirrored walls. Jamie wanted to wrap himself in that fragile thread, feel its warmth and meaning suffuse him. It was a revelation that tasted of family, of belonging.

He almost didn't trust himself to speak.

"Was it...was it hard for her too?" Jamie asked, needing to know more, needing to sustain the connection for just a moment longer. 

Vincent hesitated, the pause filling with a shared pulse of memory. Jamie held his breath, fearing the return of his brother's impenetrable exterior. 

But Vincent surprised him.

"She was a force of nature," he said quietly, the ghost of a smile touching his lips, full of sadness and admiration. "But not everyone saw it as a gift. She had to learn control." 

And suddenly, Jamie saw the world through Victoria's eyes, saw her struggle and triumph, her loneliness and strength. The connection became an embrace, reaching across time and circumstance. It was more than he'd hoped for. More than he'd imagined possible.

But as quickly as it opened, the door began to close. Jamie watched the flicker of emotion recede from Vincent's face, leaving behind the polished mask he wore so well. 

"There are those at the academy," Vincent said, his tone slipping back to its former severity, "who would see your abilities as a threat rather than a gift." 

The words hung in the air, heavy with the weight of caution. Jamie heard the echo of fear, the urgency of his brother's warning. The connection was fading, but not gone. Beneath the sternness, he sensed Vincent's true intent. A hidden plea to be careful, to stay safe.

He nodded, feeling the complexity of his place at Darling crash over him like a tide. He was more like Victoria than he'd ever realized. More like Vincent, too, in ways that filled him with hope and dread. 

"Why tell me all this?" Jamie asked, unsure if he was ready for the answer. He wanted to trust the fissure in Vincent's reserve, but uncertainty gnawed at him.

Vincent's expression softened, if only for a breath. "Because you need to hear it," he said, and Jamie caught the slight catch in his voice. 

Because I care, it almost sounded like. And it was enough to fill Jamie with a strange, exhilarating resolve.

The atmosphere was charged with unspoken understanding as they prepared to leave. Jamie clung to the hope that their breakthrough was more than a fleeting crack in the veneer. That it might be the beginning of something enduring.

He gathered his things, every movement tentative, like one wrong step might shatter the fragile progress between them. He wanted to ask so much more, but the tumult of emotions had left him drained, his mind spinning with the implications of Vincent's words. Victoria. Her presence was a palpable thread that both bound and liberated him.

As the weight of their conversation settled, the sudden sound of the training hall door opening sliced through the intimacy like a knife. 

Jamie turned, eyes wide, the spell of the moment abruptly broken.

Headmaster Thorne moved into the hall like an unfolding shadow. Jamie saw him from the corner of his eye, the tall figure advancing with the quiet certainty of something inevitable. The man's footsteps seemed to carry the weight of the entire academy, echoing like whispered secrets. Thorne's presence filled the room with new tension, a charged silence settling over the brothers. 

His interest in Jamie was painfully precise, each glance cutting with surgical intent. Trying to contain the vivid memory of his abilities, Jamie forced his movements to slow, but even this effort betrayed him, shoulders tense with the strain of acting normal. Vincent took control of the situation with the deftness of a chess master. He redirected the focus, stepping into a complex maneuver that required Thorne's attention. 

Jamie stood frozen, the echo of Thorne's footsteps a drumbeat in his ears. The Headmaster's gaze felt like a brand, leaving a tingling awareness of scrutiny in its wake. The controlled facade he tried so hard to maintain was unraveling at the seams. Each move felt as deliberate as it was artificial, his usual grace replaced with a stiffness that only drew more attention.

Vincent seemed to sense the danger, intercepting Thorne's focus like a calculated move on a battlefield. His brother's strategic mind was a sharpened blade, cutting through the tension with practiced ease. Jamie watched as Vincent executed a precise lunge, the fluidity of the maneuver a direct challenge to Thorne's unspoken doubts.

"Merely teaching the boy basics, Headmaster," Vincent said, barely out of breath. His voice was smooth, every syllable a carefully placed piece in a larger game. "Form. Discipline."

The detachment in Vincent's tone was both reassuring and cold. Jamie could see the veneer of indifference was meant to protect him, yet it left a hollow ache of isolation. He was being shielded, but at what cost?

Thorne's expression didn't shift, though a flicker of interest darkened his pale eyes. "I'm pleased to see you so personally involved in his training, Vincent." His words floated through the hall, buoyant with deeper meaning. "The Council will find his progress...intriguing."

The implication was as clear as it was terrifying. Jamie felt the tug of a larger narrative, one that wound through Darling like the hallways and passages he could never seem to escape. Thorne's voice held subtle menace, each promise disguised as an innocent observation. Jamie wondered if the Headmaster could already sense his hybrid nature. If he had seen through Vincent's carefully constructed defense.

"The Council has been known to take particular interest in special cases," Thorne continued, his gaze like a spotlight on Jamie's vulnerability. "Do give them my assurances of the boy's rapid development."

Jamie nodded, his throat dry, knowing that anything he said would come out shaky. Vincent intercepted the exchange with an ease that both reassured and distanced Jamie further. He felt the trap tightening around him, the walls of Darling alive with expectation.

Thorne turned, his departure as deliberate and calculated as his entrance. Jamie held his breath until the door closed behind the Headmaster, the release of tension as deafening as any sound.

They stood in the aftermath, Jamie's mind a jumble of questions, uncertainties echoing louder than any words they could speak. He searched Vincent's face for signs of reassurance, but his brother's expression was once again unreadable. Jamie saw the strain beneath Vincent's control, the complexity of his role in this precarious dance. The encounter left Jamie more entangled than ever, each move at Darling fraught with meaning he barely understood.

Vincent finally spoke, the edge of urgency not quite concealed. "He suspects more than he lets on. You must be careful, Jamie."

Jamie nodded again, swallowing the swell of emotions that rose in his throat. He wondered if it was already too late to heed Vincent's warning. He was more than just a student here; he was a pawn in games older and more dangerous than he'd imagined. 

A pawn, perhaps, with the potential to become a player.

The silence between them was dense with the gravity of all that was unsaid. Jamie looked at Vincent, seeing both an ally and an enigma. Their moment of connection felt impossibly distant, the warmth they'd shared replaced by a colder understanding of their place within the academy's machinations.

"Thank you," Jamie managed to say, though the words barely scratched the surface of what he felt.

Vincent's nod was brisk but carried a weight of its own. "We should continue tomorrow. The more you know, the less vulnerable you'll be."

The less vulnerable he'd be, or the less dangerous to Vincent? Jamie couldn't tell. He was caught between hope and dread, the brief sense of belonging crushed beneath the reality of his precarious position. He needed to learn. He needed to survive.

The training hall felt larger, emptier, without the Headmaster's oppressive presence. Jamie was still reeling from the intensity of Thorne's interest and the complexity of Vincent's strategies. The enormity of the situation threatened to suffocate him, each revelation more dangerous than the last.

The brothers exchanged a look, a fragile moment of alliance that left Jamie clinging to the threads of trust they'd begun to weave. Then, without another word, Jamie left the hall, the enormity of Darling and its expectations weighing heavily on his young shoulders.

The truth slithered into Jamie's ears like a whispered secret. He was barely past the door when he heard Thorne's voice, each word like a shard of glass. It rooted him in place, unseen, heart racing with betrayal and fear. Vincent's calm responses punctuated the Headmaster's veiled insinuations. 

"The hybrid's progress." 

The phrase cut deeply, slicing away the fragile trust Jamie had begun to build. His presence at Darling was more than an anomaly. It was a spectacle. His eyes burned as he struggled to breathe quietly, the weight of understanding pressing down with unbearable intensity. He shouldn't have been surprised. Even this supposed family bond was just another layer in a scheme he couldn't yet comprehend. 

Thorne's calculated rhetoric painted him as a pawn in an elaborate game, and he was the last to realize. When the voices finally faded, Jamie's resolve hardened like quick-drying cement. He slipped into the shadows and away from the hall, clutching the locket with desperate certainty. He thought of his parents, their promise of love. The memories haunted him. As dangerous as it seemed, it was all he had.

Jamie hadn't meant to eavesdrop. He had meant to believe.

Before Thorne's return, a tentative understanding hung between the brothers, a delicate shift in the atmosphere that left Jamie hopeful. Thorne's departure had eased the suffocating pressure, and Jamie felt the spark of possibility in the space it left behind. He looked at Vincent, seeing the hint of an ally in the depths of his brother's detached gaze. 

"We'll meet again. Twice weekly, at least," Vincent said, his voice still formal but lacking its earlier coldness.

The suggestion felt almost like encouragement, a recognition that Jamie had longed for since arriving at Darling. The corners of his heart warmed to the promise of training and connection. He wanted to trust the vulnerability he'd seen in Vincent, wanted to believe it could mean something lasting.

"You have potential," Vincent continued, the words like a sliver of praise. "But you need control as much as skill."

Jamie nodded, his emotions a fragile mixture of relief and uncertainty. This wasn't the harsh reprimand he'd expected. For the first time, he felt the faint edges of acceptance. 

He gathered his things with a lighter heart, trying to ignore the lingering shadow of the Headmaster's visit. As he moved to leave, he paused. Vincent remained, his posture uncharacteristically hesitant, a flicker of doubt in his otherwise rigid form.

Curiosity anchored Jamie in place. He slipped out the door, hiding just beyond its reach. He didn't want to question the trust he was beginning to feel, but Vincent's reluctance to leave gnawed at him, a tiny wound that grew with each passing moment.

It took only a minute for the voices to reach him. The sound cleaved through the narrow hope he'd started to nurture.

"His progress is of great interest to the Council," Thorne said, his voice smooth and sure. Jamie recognized the glacial undertones, the careful rhetoric that masked more sinister designs.

"He needs time," Vincent replied, a measured calm in his voice. "Rushing things could be...counterproductive."

"The Council is willing to invest in the boy's potential," Thorne countered. "Even if it requires bending certain conventions."

Jamie's heart froze, then hammered against his chest. The full meaning of their words sunk in like teeth. He strained to catch every nuance, the distance both a blessing and a curse. The conversation stripped away the comforting layers of Vincent's earlier admissions. It left Jamie raw and exposed.

Vincent's next words were the deepest betrayal. "I will do what's necessary. He's not ready."

He felt each syllable as a distinct and cutting betrayal, each one clarifying the scale of the machinations at play. His pulse roared in his ears, drowning out all but the bleak certainty that he was a pawn, the centerpiece of an elaborate strategy that had nothing to do with family.

Jamie pressed his back against the wall, the cool surface the only anchor in a world that felt like it was spinning wildly off axis. His mind raced, each new understanding a flash of blinding insight. He thought about Vincent's guidance, the veneer of protection that was nothing but a means to an end. He thought of Thorne's unsettling presence, the calculated watchfulness that never wavered. The trap was closing around him, but it had been set from the beginning. 

His blood, his abilities, even the fragile kinship he'd started to feel—it was all part of the game. The bitter truth crushed him, the sound of Thorne's voice a ghostly refrain that played over and over in his mind. He shouldn't have been surprised. This was Darling. This was his life.

The realization hit him like a tide, unrelenting and cold. 

When he could bear it no longer, Jamie slipped into the shadows and fled. He clutched the locket as he moved through the halls, each step dragging him deeper into his own storm of emotions. 

He thought of his parents, the way they'd looked at him with genuine love. He remembered the feel of his mother's embrace, the warmth of his father's laugh. The difference between those memories and his life at Darling was like the distance between sun and shadow. 

It terrified him.

It made him feel alive.

As dangerous as it seemed, it was all he had. He wouldn't let it be taken from him again. Jamie's resolve steeled with each step, determination and betrayal fusing into a sharp point that drove him forward. He needed answers. He needed to understand what they wanted from him, what he could be in this world of expectations and deceit. 

Back in the dormitory, Jamie sank onto the bed, his eyes reflecting the dim light that filtered through the drawn curtains. He ran his fingers over the smooth surface of the locket, the one constant in a sea of uncertainty. 

The chapter closed in on him, the weight of knowledge pressing as he clung to the only things that felt real—his memories, his resolve, and the promise that, somehow, he would survive.

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