SAKURA HARUNO
Her mouth hung open.
But the words had died somewhere behind her tongue, caught between disbelief and the hum in her ears. That sting bloomed brighter now, burning across her cheek in a warm, pulsing echo.
Did he just…?
She looked at him. Not anger, not even tears. Just confusion.
Like she'd fallen sideways into a dream and didn't know what rules still applied.
He slapped her.
He slapped her.
"...you…. you hit me," she said, the words a foreign sound pulled from a mind struggling to make sense of impact.
He was still standing there, hand dropped, chest still rising and falling like waves after a storm. His eyes weren't flared with rage now. No gloating. No regret either. Just there. Fixed on her.
Sakura's fingers brushed her cheek, but she couldn't feel the pain yet. Just the heat, the alien pulse, like someone else's face was stitched over hers.
She breathed in to speak again…
…but there was no sentence waiting.
Why? Why had he—?
Her brain scrambled upward, frantic, like a rabbit cornered in a pit:
Had she crossed the line? Said something wrong? Disrespect. That had to be it.
She was a subordinate. This was about command. Chain of fucking command.
She waited for him to say something like, "Watch your tone, kunoichi." Something cold, clinical. Something that would slide this whole thing back under the high collar of war hierarchy.
But he just stared at her.
"...Why?" she croaked softly, mostly to herself.
Her jōnin commander took a step forward. She didn't move.
"Your mother," he said, low and sharp like a crooked blade, "is a good woman."
…. what? Her throat felt dry.
"She works herself raw keeping your family fed, clothed, clean. Your father goes out, and she builds the damn home he comes back to. She clears the air so you and him can breathe easy." He stepped closer. "She raised you. Held you through every fever. Stayed up when you were too scared to sleep."
He inhaled, jaw tight.
"You don't talk about her like that." A pause. "Do you understand me?"
Sakura just stared at him, lips parted but useless, breath uneven and light like something important was missing in her chest. Her tongue felt thick. Her pulse, distant.
She didn't answer.
His words echoed loudly where her thoughts used to be.
Her throat worked, but not for speech. She didn't understand. That's what unsettled her. Not the slap. Not even his nearness. It was the gap. The distance between what she knew and what he just told her.
Her mother…
Her memory staggered. Was she wrong? Had she—?
No. But maybe.
She couldn't have been wrong. She saw. She heard. The smell. The words. The bedroom door half-closed in the middle of the day.
But the way Eishin looked at her now, like she was the problem child mouthing off about someone who'd done nothing but love her, shrank her thoughts down to pinpoints. She searched his face for hesitation and found none.
Sakura looked at Eishin the way a surviving villager stares at smoke: lost, raw, unsure if the fire was still coming or already done with them.
She didn't speak; she just stood there, stunned.
His silence snapped.
One swift, brutal step—then his hand was on her. Fingers curled hard against her cheek, thumb biting into the hinge of her jaw. Too rough to be kind, too personal to feel distant.
Sakura gasped, but it never made it past her lips. It stuck in her throat.
"I said…" Eishin leaned in, his face close, his words grinding against her skin. His grip tightened. He's….. so strong. "Do you understand me?"
Sakura didn't. Not in a way that made sense.
Her brain had gridlocked. The thoughts circling, jarring, and crashing against each other with no clear route out. She hadn't planned this confrontation. She was so sure seconds ago. So damn sure. And now she couldn't tell if she was angry or ashamed, furious or afraid, lucid or unraveling.
He was too close.
The heat of him. The certainty in his eyes. It made her feel small. Not just physically, but in her own mind. Like her memories? Her suspicions? Her truth? Could be reshaped simply by the pressure of his hand and the command in his voice.
And that—
That was terrifying.
So when her head tipped just barely, the smallest nod possible, it wasn't because she believed. It was because she didn't know how not to.
His lips twisted. It was crazy how many details she could notice at this distance; she was not aware of the scar on his chin.
"A nod?" he scoffed, his fingers pressing in firmer, enough to make her jaw ache. "What is that, Sakura?"
The sound of her name scorched. It both branded her and made her feel small again.
"What does that even mean?" he growled. "You have a mouth, don't you? Or do you only use it to spit accusations at the people who care about you?"
The unfairness hit her like a slap. Something in her snapped—pride, loyalty to herself, or whatever was left of her training, clawing to the surface.
I should punch him. In the face, or the guts, or even in the crotch. The bastard deserved it.
Only her legs weren't listening.
Her thighs trembled beneath her skirt, just slightly. Her stomach coiled, deeper than fear. It made her breath catch behind her tongue before she could speak at all.
Why?
Why did her heartbeat stutter like that? Not from danger. It wasn't panic. It felt hotter than fear. Diluted along her skin like honey-steam. Her cheeks burned.
Sakura told herself it was humiliation. That her body didn't know the difference between anger and shame.
But the way he looked at her…
It stirred something wretched inside. Something she didn't have a name for — didn't want to. She locked it behind the words she should say. The words she couldn't quite form.
What are you doing, Sakura?
She didn't move.
Her arm stayed heavy at her side, useless. Pride screamed for a strike, but her limbs were deaf to the command.
Perhaps because he was her jonin commander and she was a mere genin. Or perhaps because he was so close.
His fingers were steel on her face, and the fire curling in her chest wasn't just rage anymore. What a coward she was.
She hated that.
Hated the way her heart stuttered when he stepped closer, how her breath faltered under his. Hated that her knees didn't brace—they quivered. Hated how strong his grip was. Like he didn't ask to dominate the space between them. He just took it.
"Use your mouth," he had said.
She should crack his hand away. She wanted to. She could crush the cocky twist of his mouth, silence that smug voice that dared talk down to her. He slapped me!
But—
But somehow—somehow—she did.
"I…" Her voice cracked. She swallowed hard.
His expression didn't change.
"I… understand," she whispered.
The words scorched her tongue. She didn't know if she meant them—didn't know what they even meant in this moment. But they spilled out meekly, like she was giving them to him. Voluntarily. And maybe that was worse than silence.
The silence afterward sang. Heavy and expectant and humiliating.
Why did she say it like that?
Why didn't she fight?
He nodded once.
"Good girl."
The words landed like a hammer.
They struck low, deep, down in the cut of her belly, lower still, where heat throbbed in absolute betrayal. Shame curled up her spine almost immediately. But it was too late. The phrase… those words…
They didn't belong to her.
They belonged to another room.
Another voice. Her mother's voice, choked and gasping.
The memory she damn tried to suppress came flooding in.
Her mother's voice and things a daughter should never hear or see.
Those were the words he used on her mother. While he…. and she…..
…. good girl…..
But now they were said for her?
It made her sick. It made her pulse race.
It made her hum.
He let her go.
Her jaw stung still, but the air flooded suddenly between them, and she shivered, gutted by the loss of his heat. Her fingers wanted to grab something, as if her body didn't know how to stand on its own anymore.
"Fucking hell," she spat, but even now, her voice came soft and breathless.
That whisper, Good girl, echoed so loudly in her head she could barely hear herself think. Like it had carved a notch inside her, scratching at something that shouldn't—couldn't—feel good.
A tide of something desperate surged in her throat. Anything to reclaim herself.
"My mother cheated," she said, eyes narrowed. A bitter scrap of pride she threw like a dagger between them. Hoping it would cut him. Hoping it would hurt him more than it had hurt her. "You made her cheat."
He said nothing at first.
And she hated that too—how he didn't flinch, didn't even look surprised. Like he'd always known. Like he hadn't committed an affair with her mother, but owned the betrayal that had slid between walls, between generations.
Sakura bit down hard on the inside of her cheek, willing the memory—the heat—to fade.
"Now, I understand," he said, voice syrup-smooth, completely unbothered by the crack in her voice or the fury in her accusation. He smiled again. "That you may be concerned about your mother. That's why I think the best way to rest your worries… I'm willing to offer you proof."
Proof of what?
Of what he'd done?
He was toying with her. With her mind, her hatred, her disgust… and her body's confused response to all of it.
She stepped back half a foot. Just enough not to look like she was retreating.
"I don't need proof," she said stiffly, but even she heard the trembling edge to it. "I know what happened."
But did she? The last couple of minutes made her doubt.
Eish—The bastard raised an eyebrow. "Do you really?" he asked, tilting his head. "Or are you just afraid?"
Afraid?
"Don't—don't talk like that," she snapped, voice louder than it should have been, raw from the edges of her throat. "You want me to believe she wanted that? My mother's not like that. She—she's married. She's loyal, she's—she was just taken advantage of! You—you did something. You made her. That's the only reason she would—she wouldn't have—"
Sakura bit down on her tongue.
The shame surged again.
Her rage was clumsy. Furious and defensive—because if this wasn't his fault, if her mother had wanted it, if she had betrayed them all by choice…
"One way or another, you manipulated her," Sakura hissed, half-spitting the words, eyes glassy and hard, but strength was returning to her limbs. "Or—maybe you're just sick enough to think she liked it. That she... asked for it."
He just stood there, fucking silent. Like her fury was just some child's tantrum waiting to burn itself out. Her fists were clenched, trembling like she was about to strike—but even as her body vibrated with adrenaline, there was no real violence behind it.
Her chakra was flaring again—unstable, her body surging up with the waking ghost of her earlier power. She couldn't control it, didn't want to. She wanted to throw something. She wanted to hit something.
"You wanted her to ruin everything, didn't you?" she shouted, her voice cracking under the weight of everything unsaid. "Her husband, her home, me—all part of your perverted little game, right!? You want me to believe my mother is some—some bitch, some slut who'd throw her legs open to—"
She did see it coming this time, it was a blur.
Her head jerked violently to the side.
The sound of the slap rang louder than her shout had.
Her hair whipped across her face, strands catching wet in the corner of her mouth with the tear she hadn't even felt rising. Her breath hitched, soundless, a shallow gasp—frozen not by pain, but by complete, paralyzing silence.
Her skin burned.
So did her shame.
Her arms—fierce only seconds ago—sank quietly back to her sides like they'd been hollowed out. A strange lightness bloomed low in her belly, a confusing counterpoint to the heat on her face. Her jaw hung slightly slack, though no sound came from it now.
He slapped her. Again.
The fight in her folded like a paper doll.