Where the hell were they? I couldn't find them fuck. I took out the drawers and my desk and even my closet. I was losing it, but I couldn't lose those. I ran down nearly tripping on myself for the kitchen. I opened the cupboard and then the top of my fridge. Yes! They were here. I found them.
It was going opposite to everything. I was so excited for you to find my art. To see yourself how I see you. Beautiful, damaged, broken. God. Mom used to love flowers, she'd always have them on the dining table. All kinds, I'd never gotten the names. I never thought a woman would make me do this. You weren't an easy girl to seduce. You could see it coming from a mile away.
I knocked on the door and waited. The neighborhood was quiet perfect place for an introverted and structural person to concentrate.
"Q? What- what are you doing here?" I smiled.
"Felicity. For you." She took them slowly our hands brushing slightly and clearly and I walked inside.
"It's been a while you don't come to the shop anymore. I missed you." Her cheeks blushed and her eyes lowered from mine. It's pretty clear. You aren't V. You'll never be here, and that means you chose yourself over your friendship.
"I needed to study. And there is so much going on."
"Not enough to see me?" I say and she lifts her head. Hypocritical bitch, say what you want to say. Say you don't care about Venice.
"No of course I love seeing you. Let's say you're thae one who got preoccupied with....someone else," throwing the card back at me hmm? I creased my brows. Look concerned Q. Look like you cared even though you couldn't care less. I felt that urge then. The urge to draw blood and destroy what never mattered to me.
"Who? Venice? She is nothing more than an annoyance. I came because I heard from Genn. How you felt about me?" I said and I knew it was betrayal on Genn's side. But honestly consequences later.
"You weren't supposed to find out about that."
"So which means it was a lie and you made me come all the way here for nothing? Really? That's how you treat your crushes?" I said and she freezes up and then looks into my eyes hoping I'd understand that she was going to explain everything. Take me away lord.
"No! I really....really do like you." She says and pulls me closer and I let myself get close. Oh Felicity. Damn it, it's only because Venice likes you I'll go soft on you or at least I'll try.
"First tell me....before we continue I could forget. Do you happen to know any Tim in any of your lives?" She pours a little as she was trying to remember. I brush your hair back with my fingers and you sigh softly. Jesus no.
"Tim? Ohh he was into some kinky shit with Venice." She freezes then pushes me back. "You're asking about Venice even at a time like this?" I grab her hand.
"No no. You misunderstand I came across Him and told me to say hello when I saw one of you three. You happen to be the first I see." I said and she smiled and squeezed my arm. Don't touch me bitch. It's disgusting.
"I'm glad. Would you like anything a water? A soda?"
"Yes if course umm. Water would be nice." I said and let her turn her back on me. You don't act all innocent after betraying and belittling my girl like that because of a useless crush. I picked up one of the umbrellas by her doorstep and slowly walked to the kitchen. Her head still turned to me.
Smack
Smack
Smack
Bang!
The angle and math didn't sit right when her limo body pivoted and her head hit the counter having gushes all over it. Jesus! I did not come here to cause a crime scene. Some friends you have Venice.
Now....what kinky shit were you doing with this guy exactly Venice?