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Chapter 5 - Sophia’s Internal Struggle

Sophia sat in the quiet of her room, the curtains drawn to block out the soft morning sunlight. The air was still, heavy with her own thoughts, as she stared at the engagement ring on her finger. It should have been a symbol of joy, of hope, of a new chapter with the man she loved. Instead, it felt like a weight pulling her deeper into the shadows of a life she could never fully escape.

She loved Andrew. Of that, she was certain. But her love came with strings—tangled, unrelenting threads that tied her to Matteo Russo, her father, whose influence extended far beyond the confines of their Sicilian villa. To Matteo, her engagement wasn't a romantic milestone; it was a move on his chessboard, a calculated step toward infiltrating the powerful Remington family.

Her phone buzzed, jolting her from her thoughts. She glanced at the screen. "Call me. Now." The message was from Dante.

Sophia hesitated, her stomach twisting. She had avoided her brother's calls for days, knowing that every conversation with him was a reminder of the life she was trying to leave behind. But avoiding Dante only delayed the inevitable. With a sigh, she dialed his number and pressed the phone to her ear.

"Finally," Dante's voice came through, sharp and impatient. "I was starting to think you'd forgotten your family."

"I've been busy," Sophia replied, her tone carefully neutral.

"Busy playing house with Andrew Remington?" Dante's words dripped with disdain. "Don't let yourself get too comfortable, Sophia. This isn't a fairytale."

Sophia's jaw tightened. "I know that, Dante."

"Do you?" he challenged. "Because from where I'm standing, it looks like you're losing focus. Father has plans, and you're a part of them. Don't forget that."

"I haven't forgotten," she said, though the words felt hollow.

"Good," Dante replied. "Because if you slip, even once, it won't just be you who pays the price. Remember what's at stake."

The line went dead before she could respond.

Later that day, Sophia accompanied Andrew to a business lunch in the city. The restaurant was sleek and modern, its glass walls offering a panoramic view of Manhattan. As they dined with potential investors, Andrew's confidence and charm were on full display. He was in his element, effortlessly navigating the conversation and winning over the room.

Sophia watched him with a mix of admiration and guilt. She saw in him everything she wished she could be—open, honest, free. But her presence at his side was a lie, a carefully constructed façade that threatened to crumble with every passing day.

"Are you alright?" Andrew's voice broke through her thoughts.

She looked up, realizing she had been silent for too long. "I'm fine," she said quickly, offering a smile.

He reached for her hand under the table, his touch warm and reassuring. "You don't have to be perfect all the time, you know. If something's bothering you, just tell me."

Sophia's heart ached at his words. He trusted her so completely, and she hated herself for betraying that trust. "I'm just tired," she said, her voice softer now. "It's been a lot to adjust to."

Andrew nodded, his gaze filled with understanding. "I know it's overwhelming, but you're not alone. We'll figure it out together."

That evening, back at the Remington estate, Sophia found herself in the library. The room was quiet, the faint scent of old books filling the air. She ran her fingers along the spines of the volumes, trying to steady her thoughts. She wanted so desperately to believe Andrew's words, to believe that they could face anything together. But the reality was far more complicated.

"Lost in thought?" Evelyn's voice startled her.

Sophia turned to see Andrew's mother standing in the doorway, her expression calm but her eyes sharp. Evelyn stepped into the room, her presence commanding despite her understated demeanor.

"I hope I'm not intruding," Evelyn said, though her tone suggested she had no intention of leaving.

"Not at all," Sophia replied, forcing a smile. "I was just admiring the collection. It's impressive."

Evelyn nodded, her gaze lingering on Sophia. "It's been built over generations. Each piece has its own story, its own significance."

Sophia felt the weight of Evelyn's words, sensing the subtext beneath them. "It must be a lot of responsibility, preserving something so important."

Evelyn's smile was faint, almost imperceptible. "Responsibility is something we all carry in different ways, don't we?"

Sophia nodded, unsure how to respond. The tension in the room was palpable, and she couldn't shake the feeling that Evelyn was testing her.

"Andrew speaks so highly of you," Evelyn said, her tone shifting slightly. "He's completely smitten."

Sophia's smile wavered. "He's… incredible. I'm very lucky."

"Yes, you are," Evelyn said, her gaze steady. "But so is he. And as his mother, it's my job to make sure he stays that way."

The unspoken warning hung in the air, and Sophia felt her chest tighten. Evelyn's suspicions were evident, though she hadn't voiced them outright.

"I would never hurt Andrew," Sophia said softly, her voice almost a whisper.

Evelyn studied her for a moment before nodding. "I hope that's true."

With that, she turned and left the room, leaving Sophia alone once again.

As the night deepened, Sophia sat by the window in her room, staring out at the darkened gardens. She thought of Dante's warning, of Matteo's expectations, of Evelyn's veiled threats. The walls were closing in, and she felt trapped in a web of loyalty and love that seemed impossible to untangle.

Her phone buzzed with another message from Matteo: "You're doing well, but don't lose focus. The Remingtons aren't your family. Remember that."

Sophia turned off her phone and set it aside, tears stinging her eyes. She wanted so desperately to escape this double life, to live fully in the light of Andrew's love. But the shadows of her past refused to let her go.

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