As soon as I wake up i saw the face of my eldest miss. her face as baby I can't forget because I cleaned her picture many times but now get to see close with out glass frame.
At first I thought dreaming and try to get up but body was weak,I cried without knowing why then my miss also wake and started to crying. I heard footsteps which mada me remember I just got reborn so I will be eldest daughter got me giggling .
suddenly I got frightened because sudden appearance of big face got crying but closer look made me smiling because one entered was my love poobal he was 2 years old cute looking now. since he is my lords knights son he is here to see lords child.
I got happy seeing him again but the words he said sinking the reality in me. he said " father second miss may be a fool she crying and laughing at same time " at first I thought my poobal is genius at young age found miss is fool, then I saw miss she is crying but she isn't laughing then I remembered amongs us sister's I am the one laughing more so after crying. I blanked out and my face frozen stiff but he said something which nearly caused me to think of breaking up my one sided love, he said " father second miss face looks scary but I heard all children only have crying or laughing face ".
After incident I come to terms I am second daughter, I am fool, I am scary !!!no no no loved ones words really affect our thoughts I am second child with good intelligents. my eldest miss now my eldest sister is fool l, but here comes question now who is lucky ? what happened to my newbie benefit? why I am under eldest miss ,
no I should be eldest miss. how should I proceed my life. I lost in thoughts and my small body can't take it anymore I slept.
I woke up to sound of laughing and saw my poobal cuddling my sister. I made sound to my lord now my mother to also want to cuddled by poobal but his words made me who originally planned to harmony over grudges with my sister decide revenge. he said " I don't want to play with second miss she doesn't sound in mind ". I got angry made schene And he was escorted out because me acting to my mother my sister also helped by crying for hunger. I happy my sister know what good for but not even second I regret it. Even there is two there is only enough for onechild at a time because recent pregnancy so eldest get first. I was brooding house maid called milk maid available for me and I saw my past mother I started crying again . But stopped crying hearing her voice she said " second miss I may look ugly but I will make you full so sorry for rude sight ".I got reminiscing my past life after get my fill
days passed I got different person for my breastfeeding but all I want is my mother from past but can't express my thoughts so only could cry. every one thought I am crying for mother praised me but when my lord mother came I still sad of past mother cried It bought all kind of rumours even lord doesn't give birth me herself she will believe I am maids child.
one day I stopped my grief came to my senses because I got to see my love again eventough he is child. But his words once again nearly drove me add one more person to list because he said" second miss are you really fool not even recognizing your mother ?".
I really got planned to include him my list even if he is poobal just under the devaraj devarj is the reason for my death our empire head doctor
I got to say how I got killed by my own poison