Hii... my name is Mia, I am 19 years young, yes you read that right, I am too young to have old attached to my age. You could say I have a bit of a sassy streak. Maybe I do.
Okay so... back to business. I consider myself an ambivert. I could hold court with my best friend Jayla for hours, our laughter echoing down the hallways. But in new situations, I tended to observe, a quiet smile playing on my lips, waiting for the right moment to chime in. She is literally my soulmate🥺, she has been with me every step of the way, I love her so much. And also I have a huuuggee crush on this cuuuttteee football player in my school, "Jason" that's his name, he is so cuuuttee, anytime i see him i have butterflies in my stomach, a racing heart, a sudden warmth spreading through my cheeks. and I daydream about being with him but that is quite impossible because alot of girls also have a crush on him like tons of girls who are attention seekers, you would wonder what I mean by attention seekers.
Well, let me explain, after each of Jason's football matches, all the girls would line up and start screaming his name or would be having a loud discussion on how rich they are when he is going down the hallway, as if Jason isn't one of the richest people in the school 🙄. And funny enough he doesn't even spare them a glance, and there is me who has a huge crush on him but admires him from afar, only my best friend Jayla knows about my crush on him, I don't think he knows I exist in that school but my instinct tells me he knows I exist and that is because we have AP english class together. My diary became a sanctuary for my fantasies. I poured my heart onto the pages, describing my dreams of being with Jason, imagining stolen glances and shared laughter.(that was one of my biggest mistakes) I usually take the diary to school and during my free time I write more of my fantasies of Jason in it. Little did I know this diary was about to be both a blessing and a curse to me....
Stay tuned for chapter 2