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Chapter 19 - El'nara

The journey to the final shard began under a heavy silence.

Each of them—Elara, Taryn, Ronan, and Kaenen—carried the weight of the last illusion in their hearts. The revelation that Kaenen was Caelan in another life had unraveled something deep and painful between them. Memories and emotions they didn't fully understand clung to their waking thoughts like the echo of a dream that never truly ends.

But still, they pressed forward.

The shard they carried guided them again, the third in their possession pulsing softly, emitting faint glimmers and hums in the dead of night. It vibrated like a heartbeat—gentle but persistent—leading them eastward, across forgotten rivers and valleys shrouded in mist. The days blurred into each other as they traveled through ancient woods and across the crumbling remnants of roads that time had nearly buried. The world grew stranger the farther they journeyed. Trees bent in unnatural ways. Stones hummed with old magic. And the stars above seemed… closer, as if watching.

They rarely spoke of the vision.

Taryn tried once—at the fire, her voice soft, "Do you think she ever recovered? The other me?"

Elara hadn't answered. Her silence had said enough.

Kaenen kept his distance, though his eyes often lingered on Elara when she wasn't looking. When they did meet, there was a quiet sorrow there, and a silent promise buried deep behind it.

Ronan, steadfast as ever, took on the mantle of leadership, scouting ahead, keeping them grounded. But he, too, was changed. The knowledge that he'd died to protect the ones he loved—twice—had tempered his fire with caution. Yet his loyalty never wavered.

On the seventh day, the land changed once more.

The ground turned brittle and blackened, as if scorched by flame or consumed by ancient magic. Trees stood dead and silent, their branches clawing at the skies. A fine ash drifted in the wind. And then—suddenly—the shard flared in Elara's hand.

They'd arrived.

A cliffside rose before them, jagged and fractured. At its base was a hollow, nearly invisible to the eye. A shimmer passed over it when the shard pulsed again—an unseen veil, just like the barriers before. But this one felt different. Heavier. Older.

Kaenen reached out first, and his fingers passed through.

Without a word, they followed.

Inside was a vast chasm—a sunken ruin of obsidian stone, cradled in the heart of the earth. Strange glowing runes lit the walls, pulsing faintly in rhythm with the shard's hum. And there, atop a stone altar cracked with age, was the fourth and final shard, suspended in a beam of soft white light.

But they didn't reach it.

The moment Elara stepped forward, the world around them rippled violently. The chamber began to dissolve—stone melting into starlight, the air thickening, warping.

And then they were no longer in the ruin.

They stood in a vast hall of mirrors, reflections of themselves stretching infinitely in every direction. Except… these weren't just reflections. They shifted, moved, spoke—even when they did not. Each version of them bore a different expression. Some smiled. Some cried. Others bled.

A whisper filled the space: "To hold the final shard, you must face the truth you fear the most."

The reflections twisted.

In one, Elara saw herself crowned, cold and alone, her eyes empty of feeling.

In another, Ronan was kneeling, broken, with Veridian standing behind him, disappointed.

Taryn watched herself turn away from Elara, sword in hand, vanishing into smoke.

Kaenen… Kaenen watched himself clutching Elara's body, sobbing, begging for time to be reversed.

They all stood frozen.

Then one of the reflections stepped forward.

It was Elara—but not.

Her eyes gleamed silver, her voice ethereal. "You've seen what was. You carry what is. But do you accept what must come?"

Elara took a breath, her heart hammering in her chest. She looked to her friends—her past, her present. And then she looked at herself.

"I don't know what must come," she whispered. "But I know I'm not alone this time. That changes everything."

The silver-eyed reflection smiled. "Then you are ready."

A flash of light.

The illusion shattered.

They were back in the ruin.

The final shard hovered before them, then drifted into Elara's outstretched palm. The moment it touched her skin, it burned like starlight, sinking into her being and completing the sigil etched into her flesh.

And with that, a distant rumble shook the chamber.

The runes blazed brighter.

And somewhere—far away—a dark presence stirred. A hooded man smiled in the shadows.

The final piece has awakened.

 

The moment the final shard sank into Elara's skin, the world around her dimmed. A cold wind swept through the chamber, stirring the ash and dust like restless memories. She staggered, clutching her chest, eyes wide with a sudden flood of light that wasn't from the room—but from within.

"Elara!" Taryn's voice was distant.

"Elara, what's happening?" Ronan moved to reach her.

But she was no longer with them.

 

She stood alone in a vast, star-drenched field. There was no sky, no ground—only a shimmering ether that pulsed with ancient power. And before her, rising like a vision from the past, stood a woman draped in silver and white. Her long hair floated like starlight, her eyes reflecting galaxies, and the aura she emanated was both terrible and beautiful.

"El'nara…" Elara whispered, recognizing the woman instantly. It was her, and yet not her. A past self. A divine self. The self she had locked away.

The woman smiled, gentle and somber. "You are awakening," El'nara said, voice echoing with the tone of a hundred winds and the hush of snowfall. "You came farther than I dared hope."

Elara took a hesitant step forward. "You… you're me. Or I'm you."

"You are both. A fragment and a whole. A heart broken and reforged."

"Then tell me," Elara asked, her voice cracking, "tell me what happened. Who I was. Why it all broke apart."

El'nara lifted her hand, and the vision shifted.

Before them bloomed a golden city nestled between sea and sky—Aeltheris, the last haven of gods and men. El'nara, daughter of Luna and Veridian, moved through the gardens laughing, Caelan beside her, his eyes soft, their hands entwined. Taryn practiced swordplay under blooming white trees, Ronan meditated near fountains that shimmered with magic. The past pulsed with joy.

"You were happy," El'nara said. "We all were. For a time. My parents—our parents—ruled with wisdom. Caelan stood at my side. The three, reborn in countless lives, were always by my side. The war changed everything."

The vision darkened.

The city was now under siege—twilight skies painted with fire and ash. Armies clashed across scorched fields. Beasts born from shadow tore through lines of human warriors. Great dragons fell from the skies, and sorcerers summoned flamestorms to the earth.

"This is the battlefield you saw in dreams," El'nara whispered. "The world was unraveling. Peace had been an illusion. A masked force, ancient and forgotten, pulled strings from the shadows."

The scene twisted again.

Caelan, mortally wounded. Taryn's lifeless form in the ruins. Ronan standing defiant until the end. And El'nara, screaming in the middle of it all, eyes hollow, blood pooling around her feet.

"When Caelan fell, something in me shattered. All my divinity, all my light—it turned inward. It tore free from my human heart."

Then El'nara began to change.

Her body lifted into the air, engulfed in radiant energy. Her hair turned into a veil of firelight. Her eyes ignited into stars. The sorrow she carried became something terrible—transcendent. Her white robes turned gold, glowing brighter than the sun. Wings of shimmering light unfurled from her back—wings so vast they stretched across the sky.

"I became the Silent Sentinel," El'nara said, voice distant now. "The divine protector… but not as I was meant to be. I didn't guard. I judged."

The battlefield trembled under the weight of her wrath.

El'nara raised her hand—and the world responded. Beams of pure light fell from the heavens, lancing through beasts and soldiers alike. Entire battalions were incinerated in an instant. She moved like a comet across the field, blades of light forming and slashing through steel, magic, and flesh. Screams filled the air. Not just of enemies—but of allies.

"There was no mercy," she said. "No separation between the guilty and the grieving. Anyone who had stood in my way, anyone who had allowed them to die—was erased."

Elara could barely breathe, tears streaking her face. "I… I became that?"

El'nara turned to her. "You became what grief made of your power. You loved too deeply… and so your sorrow became your weapon. That is the truth I could never bear to remember."

The scene faded. Only the two of them remained.

"I am showing you this because the cycle is repeating, Elara. The hooded man still seeks to awaken that power—to claim it. If you do not understand what you are… you may become her again."

Elara fell to her knees, hands trembling. "Then how do I stop it? How do I carry this power without becoming her again?"

El'nara knelt beside her and placed a glowing hand over Elara's heart. "You are not alone this time. Let them hold you to the light. Let your love save you, not destroy you."

A pulse of warmth surged through Elara's chest.

Then—

Darkness.

 

 

Her eyes flew open.

She was back in the ruin, the final shard now glowing softly in her hand. Taryn knelt beside her, gripping her arm tightly. Ronan was at her back, ready to fight whatever threat appeared. Kaenen's gaze was locked on hers, a storm behind his eyes.

"Elara?" he whispered.

Elara looked at them—really looked at them—and the weight of what she had seen settled into her bones.

"I remember," she said. "I remember everything."

And in that moment, the last piece of who she was—El'nara, the goddess of light, the Silent Sentinel—merged fully with the girl she had become.

Not broken.

Not lost.

Whole.

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