Before I am willing to admit that I am incapable of leading the proffers to a point that I will compromise, Esmund decides to end my struggle.
Yet apparently, for Esmund, he has had the ideal answer in him, that there happens to be no hesitation when he chooses between two expedients——With his refusal for me to undergo the conversion and to inhabit hell, he wishes to comply with Lucifer's one last condition and send me back to the land. He is accepting his task to extirpate my memories about hell and demons… And he himself.
"No, Esmund…"
Even if it is the better choice for me, sadly it is in fact torturing me. The demons can make me forget anything and anyone in this world… But not Esmund…!
"Please don't make me leave… Please don't make me forget you…!"
