(Arata)
I stared at the plate he had brought me feeling sick to my stomach. He wouldn't acknowledge my feelings but brought me food.
Why did he care if I ate or not?
Wasn't I only an opportunity for him to sate his lust?
Men like him didn't want an emotional connection with women, they just wanted meaningless sex.
Didn't he get it already?
How long before he brought another woman home to fuck her?
Who knew, he already was.
I wondered how much that would hurt. When I would actually see him with someone else. No matter how strongly I try to act. That will break me.
Seeing Andy with someone else almost killed my heart and now Karsten was going to go down the exact same path.
And was he going to use my weakness for my family to get his way, every time I wouldn't listen to him?
The idea irritated me beyond measure.
I tried to take a spoonful of rice but my throat swallowed them with difficulty while my stomach knotted.
