*Leonora*
This was wrong. I felt disgusted and for the first time I couldn't even look at Jax. Not when he was lying beside me and taking deep breaths while I was staring at the ceiling. A tear rolled out from my eyes and I clutched the sheets close to my chest.
Isn't this what I wanted?
I chose to be with him not caring about the consequences. I chose to be with him even after he had continuously hurt me. I chose to be with him even after he told me that I was born to be his slave.
"…The only thing you can ever offer me is your body…" Those words were still fresh in my mind. I knew my emotions were heightened because of the pregnancy but Jax had cause more than enough damage to ruin me. He had picked me up, broken me till I was low, held me and mended the broken pieces then turned around to shatter me. I was shattered. Not broken. Broken meant that I could be fixed. I could be mended but I was shattered like an egg falling off the roof of a building. Nothing could fix me.
