Dove
The pained expression all made sense now!
I felt like an idiot. I thought he was sick! Oh my. I prayed my cheeks were not red from how hot they were. How couldn't they be though? No one understood what I was seeing!
I thought he had a baton in his pants for a second then it clicked. That's why he didn't want me to sit on his lap these days! He was- oh he had that reaction because of me! I felt like dying from embarrassment and partial joy.
I didn't know.
I had never had experience with this. The most I had seen was my own and of course um- the one time I got curious and went to the Internet. That quickly ended. Things there were rough and that wasn't for me. I just- oh I wondered wouldn't it hurt?
It wasn't that I was an idiot. I just- why couldn't I think? I had my moments in the morning, yes but they calmed down incredibly fast. However, seeing Bucky like this. Shirtless in my room and breathing heavily. He looked like a god and I didn't know what to do.
