"I once thought of having a child with you, but your mother made it clear to me more than once that you just hadn't grown tired of me yet, so it would be best not to have a child enter the picture, as it could be complicated to deal with later on," Yan Shixiu told Shi Lan, "Although those things are in the past, they were quite hurtful at the time."
Shi Lan hadn't expected that these kinds of issues were tangled up in the situation. She bowed her head and thought for a moment, then looked up at Yan Shixiu and said, "I really didn't want kids back then, but it wasn't because of you."
"I know, I know all that now."
