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Chapter 15 - The Weight of the World

The days following Lucas's arrival at Sevilla were like a dream wrapped in the intoxicating scent of fame. From the first moment he stepped onto the field, his name echoed through the stands. The media couldn't get enough of the young Brazilian prodigy. Fans flooded his social media with praise, and soon, the world was at his feet. But with fame came an unrelenting pressure. As much as Lucas tried to stay grounded, the constant scrutiny was suffocating.

The transformation was instant—training sessions that once felt like a challenge now became a battleground. Sevilla's intense tactical demands left no room for error. The coaching staff preached high pressing and quick transitions, a style that pushed Lucas's limits. He had come from Brazil, where the game flowed differently, where he had been the spark on the field. But here, in La Liga, he was just one cog in a machine that demanded perfection at every turn.

The first few weeks were a blur of frustration and exhaustion. One moment, he felt invincible, weaving past defenders like they were mere shadows. The next, he felt like a ghost—adrift, lost in the unfamiliarity of it all. In one game against Valencia, Lucas danced through the defenders, his footwork a symphony of grace, but then it happened. He missed. The ball slid past the post, an open goal turned into the cruelest of failures. The stadium, once roaring with excitement, fell into a disappointed silence.

And with that silence came a growing knot in his chest.

Another match against Real Sociedad—another missed opportunity. The play was perfect, the build-up flawless, but the shot... it lacked power. The ball was easily saved. The stadium erupted in frustration, and Lucas felt as though the weight of the world was pressing down on him. The fans' hopes, the expectations of his teammates, the promises he had made to himself—all slipping away with each passing minute.

Back in the locker room, Carlos's voice broke through the suffocating silence. He was the only constant Lucas had. "Lucas, you've got to keep your head in the game. I know it's hard, but this is the process. The goals will come. Stay focused."

Lucas nodded, but the doubt inside him was growing. Was it just a process? Or was he not good enough?

The head coach, though encouraging, was direct in his feedback. "Your footwork is brilliant, Lucas, but your finishing—it's not there yet. You need to be more clinical under pressure. We need goals."

Those words rang in Lucas's ears long after the session ended. He knew he had to improve, but how? How could he silence the critics, the expectations, the crushing fear that he was slipping further and further away from the player he once was?

In the days that followed, Lucas threw himself into his training. He practiced shooting, day and night, obsessively. Each time he missed, he cursed himself, but each miss was also a lesson. He imagined the goals—every strike, every victory—and worked tirelessly to make those dreams a reality.

But then came Atlético Madrid. A game that would become a turning point. He was ready, or so he thought. The match was a brutal test. Known for their defense, Atlético suffocated him at every turn. Every time he made a move, there was a defender in his way, a body blocking his path. Yet, he persisted—his footwork dazzling, his skill undeniable. But still, the chances were missed. A shot from the edge of the box—clattering off the crossbar, bouncing back into play. Another opportunity slipping through his fingers.

The frustration gnawed at him.

The game ended in a 1-1 draw. Lucas trudged off the field, a deep sense of dejection clouding his mind. What had gone wrong? Why couldn't he do it? What was happening to the player who once captivated Brazil?

In the locker room, the coach addressed the team. "We're getting the chances, but we need to be more clinical. Lucas, you're creating them. Trust yourself. Keep working."

Lucas's heart sank. He wanted to believe. He needed to believe. But self-doubt had taken root, and it was growing stronger with every missed opportunity.

Later that evening, Lucas called home, his voice breaking under the weight of his words. "Mom, Dad... I'm not sure I can do this anymore. I keep missing. I feel like I'm letting everyone down."

Maria's voice on the other end of the line was soft but firm, "Lucas, we've been through this before. You've faced challenges in the past, and you've overcome them. Don't give up now."

His father, João, added, "Son, every great player has faced these moments. You'll get through this. Trust in your abilities, and stay focused. We're proud of you."

Sofia, his rock, was the final voice of encouragement. "Lucas, you're amazing. Don't let a few missed chances define you. You've got this."

Their words were a balm for his wounded spirit, but the battles on the field were far from over. In the weeks that followed, Lucas continued to struggle. The pressure to perform, to live up to the immense expectations, began to overwhelm him. In a match against Real Sociedad, he was subbed in late. Despite his best efforts, he couldn't find the spark he needed. The team lost 2-0. The locker room was tense, the air thick with frustration.

And then it happened—he was benched. For the first time since his arrival, Lucas sat on the sidelines, watching as his teammates fought without him. The sting was sharp, a reminder of how quickly things could change.

But it was also a wake-up call.

With every passing day, the pressure seemed to grow heavier. The fans were beginning to turn on him. He had become the symbol of Sevilla's struggle. The coach was losing faith, and Lucas felt it with every passing moment.

The team's struggles mounted. Losses piled up, and the atmosphere in the locker room grew colder. No one spoke of their failures. Everyone knew the truth—Sevilla was slipping further and further away from the top spots in La Liga.

Then came the match against Getafe, a must-win. Sevilla needed to prove they still had the fight in them. Lucas was subbed in with 20 minutes left, his last chance to make an impact. But again, the rhythm was absent. He missed a golden opportunity—a shot that should have been a goal, but was saved by the goalkeeper.

The crowd's boos were deafening. The weight of their disappointment settled heavily on his shoulders. He had failed again. But this time, the sting was different. It was a brutal reminder of just how far he had fallen.

After the match, the coach pulled Lucas into his office. "I see the frustration, Lucas. I know you're struggling, and I want to give you some time to get your confidence back. You'll sit on the bench for the next few games. Work on your game, and I'll give you another chance soon."

Lucas nodded, feeling a mix of relief and guilt. He had to regain his form. For himself, for his teammates, and for Sevilla.

And so, he worked. Every day. Every hour. The words of his family echoed in his mind, and Carlos's voice was always there, pushing him to stay focused. "Lucas, this is just a rough patch. Keep your head up, and you'll come out stronger."

As the days passed, Lucas's resolve solidified. He was determined to find his form again. He studied his past mistakes, dissecting every play, every shot. He sought advice from the senior players, gaining insights into their own battles and how they had overcome them.

And then, it happened.

The coach called him into his office one afternoon after a grueling training session. "I've been watching you, Lucas. The hard work is paying off. You've earned your chance. You're starting against Villarreal."

For the first time in what felt like forever, hope surged through Lucas's veins. He had earned it. The moment was his to seize.

And he would.

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