He was adjusting the camera, and then sat down on the sofa in front of it.
At first he seemed a little uneasy, as if he was not used to talking to himself on video, but he soon calmed down, his dark brown eyes steadily staring into the lens, as if he was looking through the lens, gazing right at Ning Xia.
"Ning Xia, if you're watching this video, it means I've really done the dumbest thing of my life."
John Hill hooked a smile on his lips, but it was extremely bitter, "You always say that when I fall in love with someone, I'll understand how you feel. Now, I think I might get it a bit."
"To give everything to someone unconditionally, asking for no return, even possibly putting oneself in danger, knowing full well it's bad for me, yet still rushing headlong into it without any regard for the consequences, I actually went and did such a stupid thing."
