Alastor felt sick. Sick to lie, sick to pretend, sick to act.
He didn't know why the guilt was blinding him when all he did was go along with the plan to bring vengeance. To justice to his people. The Wisterian people had ruined their kingdom, held them hostage, and tortured and murdered their people, destroying their lands. This vengeance was their right, the payback for all their evil doings.
But why did he feel guilty for lying to Cielle and scooping around that old room to sneak the secrets of the Wisterian court. If the boys come to know about this feeling, that he had started to have toward Cielle they will be so disappointed in him, all the hardships they bear were just for this revenge.
He could not bear to mess it all up just because of his foolishness.
