[KOSTA]
"Well, lucky for you, Sanjiro… you are right. I am pathetic. I'm still pining over a man who will never want me. A man who has so many choices now. There are females in the palace who seek to entertain him.
"Maids who throw themselves at his feet for the fittest approval. I see them and their desire for him, and yet here I am, still whining about something that I should have long wanted to let go. So, it's alright, Sanji. I am pathetic.
"I miss him more than anything, and yet he won't let me. One closer to him. Then again, I am a Lycan chief. What use would I be to the crown prince if not on the battlefield, right?" Kosta asked painfully.
The reality he had been forced to live had become a horror that scared the hell out of him to this day. His life had stopped having meaning since the day Tamiko had sought out Yilena Sidorova, and Kosta hated himself for it. '
