I have done it again,
I do not want to live.
Let me go.
I am trying my best to end my life,
all my feelings have become Numb.
Why are you stopping from going home?
I am so scared to live,
I am ashamed of everything in life.
Why are you pushing me up,
when I want to stay down?
I am so cold,
There is no warmth in me,
so stay fuck away!
I am just an invisible Ghost,
You can pass through me.
And I would not care.
There is no medicine,
There is no cure.
When everyone thinks this is a joke,
But a joke is what I am all about,
Isn't that the way it is?
Or am I wrong?
No one will ever care,
If I am gone.
They would think about me a day or two,
and then Life and their memories move on.