Her gift was an annoying gift because knowing what people are going to do and possibly being able to change it in some way or another comes with a lot of extra responsibly. That's why Avalon practices daily meditation and yoga to keep her mind as clear a possible because living with her thoughts is hard enough on it's own and seeing visions was something even more difficult to deal with. These daily rituals helped her mind stay clear of clutter or at least it did for a while. She had a lot on her plate at the moment and found that she valued her alone time so much more now than ever because it was the only time she was free to feel whatever she wanted free of the judgments of the world.
In the end, Avalon gave up with Denise and told the kids to watch sponge Bob square pants on the high-resolution tv in the living room for an hour, no dought Denise would be on her phone never the less. While she had about an hour to herself she had a bath upstairs. Avlon was having a hard time with her children at the moment and didn't feel like she could relate to them a lot of the time because they were growing up so fast she wanted to manifest good relations with her children so she sat in the warm full bathtub and prepared her self mentally for the spell work she always does in the evening. She put lavender oil in the bath on in the hope that she would be relaxed and ready for her spell.
When her hands were wrinkly and looked like dates and she smelled of lavender from top to toe, Avlon got out of the bath.She draped a towel over her body and made her way to her room. Avlon is a Wiccan it wasn't like a voodoo thing she just found the practice healing and replenishing of her soul. her husband is fully supportive and lets her get on with it because he respects his partner and her beliefs.
She was ready to begin when she heard the doorbell ring so she dashed downstairs and gave her partner a warm loving welcome as the kids ran to the door to say hello too.
When she had got all of that out the way she let her husband know ''I'm just upstairs praying hun, but I'll be down to cook dinner in a short while'' ''okay sure, see you in a while babe" and with that, she dashed back upstairs.
Spell work involves casting a circle which is meant to warn of bad spirits and cast a safe space to work with. So Avlon began by throwing salt and water in a circle while she burned sage and listened to some classical music she then spoke to her chosen deity today, Kali, a Hindu goddess of death and change. " Kali I feel like I am drifting away from those I love the most I feel strained from work and unable to communicate effectively with those closest to me please show me guidance and grant me wisdom and strength to combat this issue." she then closed the circle and meditated for an hour as kali was speaking to her she heard " the souls of those who care too much will be forever wanting more" she pondered what this meant maybe she was being too hard on herself and that her loved ones wanted more from her than she was capable to give. maybe she was too nice and too lenient with them maybe it was time to set more boundaries and get them to do the stuff she does for them themselves.
Avalon didn't see why she had to be the backbone to the family all the time cooking and cleaning every day was hard work and left her little time to herself. maybe if this were the case she ought to get them used to doing there own thing from now on. that night Avalon did not cook dinner for her husband and did no more cleaning up of the children's mess instead she went for a walk in the local Woodlands and took her camera with her. she captured photographs of various different flowers, the river and even a local Kestral that was flying by.