Now it's not just him but some of his friends too. This is all too much for me it's all so overwhelming. Mom always told me that guys normally like to play with emotions at this age but was he playing? If so he is a damn good lier. I can't go through all of this again. On Wednesday I finally work up the courage to talk to him. We have a normal conversation
Him: hey gorgeous
Me : um...since when do you compliment me?
Him: since all pretty girls deserve attention.
Me: is this a game to you?! Am I a pawn?
Him : um...I don't understand what you mean.
Me: I'm a real life person you know, u can't play around with my feelings! You hurt me once and now you want to do this again!
Him: it's not my fault your so fun to play with.
This words triggered it all, all my sadness all my pain all my anger and I just couldn't be around him. It was not just too keep me saine but to keep him alive.
The next few days I just tried to avoid him but in math...the worst thing happened. Our math teacher told me I should tourer him for free and if it works he will send a check to his parents so they can pay me. I can't spend all my afternoons with this guy. I can't even be around him for 30 minutes let alone. He came with his bag and sat next to me. He grinned and said "well hello partner". That feeling of sickness came to me and instantly for a second I felt like vomiting on him.
The big day came, the day I had to help him with his math. This reminds me of how I met my first crush, it was a quiet similar situation but he was nicer anyway Nick was at my house at 2:30 pm and told me he would only leave at 5 pm. We started off with algebra. It was basic and he seemed to understand what I was saying. After that he started talking about how he is so amazing...for a whole 15 minutes. It was tourcher, he didn't want me to call my friends or go on social media, he just wanted me to listen to his long boring stories.
Shortly after he asked me to go swimming, at my house. He actually came prepared for this like he had been planing this for weeks. He got into his swim suit and damn was he hot. Liking a guy older than you is a perk especially when he looks good but the bad thing was that he was just a red apple that had gone wrong. Nick was taller than me but to normal sized people he was just average hight, he has tan dark skin black wavy hair a smile worth more than gold and beautiful brown eyes but his looks was the only good thing about him.
We got into the pool and I suddenly lost interest in him. Ethan had walked through the gate...Ethan has fair but pails skin light brown green and hazel eyes and hazel blond hair.
"Mia!"..."Mia!" He said
"Oh hey Ethan" I replied
"Your mom said I should just stick with you until my mom gets home" he sighs
I can tell that Nick is jealous of Ethan from one look and I can also tell that Ethan's and my mom don't trust us alone at home even though we are 13. Yet we can be alone together...like that's less trouble *sarcasm*
It was finally time for Nick to go home but Ethan being as stubborn as always insists that him and I have a sleep over on a Thursday night knowingly that we both have school tomorrow. And our parents are no better because they allow it. I get it Ethan and I are childhood friends and have been together for so long it's odd for us to be apart but really...a sleepover, how old are we. The next day Ethan decides to stay home and now I have to stay because he cannot be trusted on his own. I wonder how this weekend's gonna go now. With Ethan here, jealous Nick probably spreading gossip and people mocking me again...